Defying Gravity.

2011-12-30T23:04:00.000+08:00

同样时间, 同样地点, 我等你.

2011-12-29T21:41:00.001+08:00

想你想到要死.

2011-11-14T00:13:00.001+08:00

Hopeless story of a boy who only wanted a shot at happiness. Angry? Sad? Nothing. Just crushed.

2011-06-21T00:23:00.002+08:00

Won't you let me take you by the hand Take you somewhere new?

Someone tell me why I don't dare to face this anymore. I just need time to sort it out.

2011-06-03T14:46:00.000+08:00

2011-05-14T23:28:00.001+08:00

Thanks alot Jesus. You've "answered" my prayer. Amen.

2011-04-19T23:11:00.002+08:00

"Vindicated"

Hope dangles on a string

Like slow spinning redemption

Winding in and winding out

The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in

So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing

I am captivated

I am Vindicated

I am selfish

I am wrong

I am right

I swear I'm right

I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed

But I am cleaning up so well

I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear

Like the diamond in your ring

Cut to mirror your intentions

Oversized and overwhelmed

The shine of which has caught my eye

And rendered me so isolated, so motivated

I am certain now that

So turn

Up the corners of your lips

Part them and feel my finger tips

Trace the moment, fall forever

Defense is paper thin

Just one touch and I'd be in

Too deep now to ever swim against the current

So let me slip away

So let me slip against the current

So let me slip away

Slight hope

It dangles on a string

Like slow spinning redemption...

"Don't go."

2011-04-12T16:32:00.003+08:00

You don't know how disappointed I am, when I gotta PRAY for the both of you to just go to church. If I have to beg you to go for mass, tells you how much this family is missing the presence of Jesus. You want to turn away from him fine, don't stop me from going to church. For once please, give me a break, all I want is to let off whatever's inside through church activities, if you can't even grant your son this simple wish, I don't know what else to say, just disappointment and more disappointment.

2011-04-11T23:10:00.001+08:00

And after all this while, you still mean the world to me. And no one and nothing's gonna change that.

2011-04-10T23:08:00.001+08:00

2011-04-04T23:28:00.002+08:00

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
and you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year.
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

2011-03-27T22:27:00.003+08:00

When you feel like the world is against you,

When there's nothing you can do to make things better.

When you fall and don't have the strength to pick yourself up,

And everything you do just doesn't seem to matter.

When you make all the wrong choices,

When you regret all the decisions you made.

When you feel like making things right,

Only to realize its all too late.

When your good isn't good enough,

When all you ever wanted feels so far away.

When no matter how hard you try,

Things just don't seem to go your way.

When you fight so hard for the ones you love to stay,

When all you can do is pray.

But even sometimes you feel God isn't there,

To hear what the fuck you have to say.

When every little thing is messed up.

2011-03-24T00:15:00.001+08:00

Doesn't quite feel as special, try to make it through happy though. Praise God for blessing me with life.

2011-03-06T23:46:00.007+08:00

Post 200! Time really flies. It's already March, we're 1/4 into the year!

Okay so anyway, SYFC yesterday morning, didn't do much again.

Lunch-ed at Serangoon Gardens with mum and dad, went for GOAL.

Super cool session by Gabriel, followed by short training at the field cause of the rain/lightning.

Showered in church, dinner at 401.

MM meeting, loving the new meeting format! Jamming + jamming + jamming!

Left for home at 10.30pm!

Skipped pri-cat today cause bro gave mass lecture to p5. = MORE SLEEP! haha.

Thought I was gonna be late for cat class, was thinking of what to do for forfeit but managed to reach in time for opening prayer, phew!

11am mass, followed by lunch at 805. Then went HGM to buy stuff, went back with Kurt and Joel.

Finished up bits and pieces of homework, dinner, followed by the BIG MATCH!

Okay it's over alr and yessss, 3 - 1! Something to be happy about in school tmr haha.

I'm so getting a Luiz Suarez jersey haha.

Ahh yes, Ej said I can't do p&w for NYC cause I'm a participant and it's camp chief's orders, bummer!

So school tmr, one day of rest before the killer week of school.

Triple science test, Physics on Tuesday, Bio on Wed, E Math CT on Thursday and Chem on Fri.

Pray I'll make it through the final week of term one!

12:00

"Shaking in waiting for something more" - Coffee Shop Soundtrack

Coffee Shop Soundtrack

2011-03-02T23:17:00.006+08:00

Back to blog! Haha quite lazy to put up pictures alr, can't be bothered to find.

Okay, so today is the last day Mrs Lee is gonna be absent, she's coming back tmr!

School school school. Rather okay day today,

released earlier cause Mr Azman needed to go for Singapore Science Challenge

briefing whoo! Shiok haha.

Class was alright, not feeling as tensed as before, could say things are getting better with school life. But no changes to the other aspects though, oh well.

Oh yes, Happy Birthday Jude! haha!

Well, can't wait for the March hols to come.

Pity my birthday doesn't fall during that week, and worse, it's on a Thursday when I finish my latest! Gotta make full use of that 7 hours I can spend outside of school haha.

E Math Indices and Standard Form test tmr!

First time in sec school life I spent so much time revising and practicing.

Hope Ms Choy doesn't kill us with SUPERCRAZYNINJA equations tmr haha.

Shit, I can't stop coughing, and I can't cough without hiccup-ing!

Think I'm gonna sleep soon! Or else I'm gonna feel worse in the morning.

Okay, bye earthlings!

11:27pm

"But two eggs don't last like the feeling of what he needs."

~ Remembering Sunday (All Time Low)

Perfect

2011-02-28T22:36:00.005+08:00

My feet is killing me! Limped my way around in school today, looked like a total idiot haha.

Mrs. Lee didn't come again, it's been a week.

Starting to worry about her actually despite all the screams of joy in the class when she doesn't appear at assembly.

Didn't talk much in school, didn't have the urge to say anything at all, haha.

Had a awesome Physics SPA lesson, density is easy haha!

Took me a long time to walk to the bus-stop after school.

Fair day today, if you don't count the moments where I started to drift away in thought, haha.

History test tmr! Didn't study, don't know how to study, SBQ man! Or is it SEQ? haha forgot!

No motivation to work hard the past week, hope I'll get it back soon or I'm gonna die.

MARCH is in 1 hour and 15 minutes! Can't wait, hope a new month symbolizes better days ahead and putting everything in Feb behind. Bye for now!

10:46pm

"I know that I'm not perfect." - Hedley.

Irony: No amount of trying will help.

2011-02-27T22:34:00.003+08:00

I'm back! haha haven't blogged in awhile, but i'll make this short!

So saturday went for YFC and GOAL! in the afternoon, had a bad game, even mis-timed leslie's cross and the ball hit my face. Damn stupid haha, got blood stain on my jersey haha! Dinner after that with mum and dad, mum wasn't happy cause i didn't eat much, weird!

Mass in the morning, lunch. Still didn't feel as good, but oh well. Went home to sleep at 3. Woke up, dinner. Didn't do much, talking to Rowena now!

Anyway, tmr's monday, FAST. Can't believe my long awaited weekend is over. Sch tmr, can't seem to stop worrying. Thoughts racing through my mind at the speed of light. haha. Hope for the best, goodnight!

10:39pm

"And my mates are all there trying to calm me down

'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town"

2011-02-20T22:12:00.003+08:00

吴昱奋, 醒醒吧.

你是永远比不上人家的.

2011-02-09T23:25:00.005+08:00

Hello world. Killer day is over! For the week at least. Oh well, it's 2 days to the weekend! Feels like it's been forever but yeah, COM'ON FRIDAY!!!!!

Okay, today as regretted, I kept falling asleep in class. Especially during bio SPA, no practical today so 2 periods (1 hour 10 mins) of theory = sleeping time. Starting to realised I'm falling back on my sciences, especially Bio and Physics. And I'm fine with chem which is suppose to be one of my weaker subjects, wierd. Anyway, screwed up my chinese test, guess so did the rest of the class. It was so bad I didn't bother to check and went to do my E Math instead.

Tmr umm, school starts late. 1 more hour of sleep! Shall go and catch up on lost sleep in awhile. Bio test tmr, studied just now, but still not confident. It's upon 40 and it's a 30 minute test, makes no sense man! Went home really seh, but got better when I reached home for some reason.

Yeah, Mum's having a cold war with Bro. Bro's outside at 11.30 at night wandering by himself, crazy guy. All because, he forgot to thaw the food. So as usual, constant bickering followed by bro leaving the house for the night or a couple of days before coming back, sooo unoriginal. GROW UP!

11:37pm

"falling in love, but it's falling apart,

I need to find my way back to the start."

2011-02-09T00:28:00.003+08:00

"Wherever you will go."

Hey world. It's rather late and I should be sleeping since tmr's KILLER day but yeah, I'm disobeying myself haha! Okay, there's a chinese test tmr of which I haven't studied yet. Hope I can rush out everything tmr, just needa memorize the keywords of two passages, one will come out, please let me do well! Okay umm, I passed A Math, 16/20! Yup, at least something good haha.

Felt empty on the way to school, as usual, never gets old. Lessons as usual, felt super tired in the morning cause I slept at about this time last night, so I'm prepared to die tmr, yes. Haha. Nothing much, school's okay, not bad, but not good either. Would say I'm not enjoying myself, but neither am I hating it. Just a few more weeks to the 1 week break!

Came home to nap after school, wanted to meet Maria but she needed to go physio. Slept at 4:30, suppose to wake up at 5:30 for my run. That 1 hour felt super short okay, almost instantaneous! Dragged myself out of bed and went out. Bro told me my super loud alarm clock rang for almost ten minutes before I woke up haha, pig!

Yup, thats my day. Feeling uneasy about tmr, as though alot of shit will happen, but oh well, life goes on! Pray I'll survive!

12:36am

"只怕我这一生注定配不上你""

2011-02-07T23:37:00.008+08:00

Hello world, I'm back again! Sch was alright today, not alot of homework to be handed in tmr, but a pileload to be handed in on Wed. For some reason all the teachers want us to hand in on Wed, the most killer day of the week for me, literally, IT KILLS. If you're wondering whassup with the picture, that sums up almost my entire mood for the past 2 days. Amazing isn't it?

Anyway, sch today. Hmm, nothing much. Super seh in the morning, couldn't really sleep well. Paid 80% attention in class, the rest was spent day dreaming. Sorry, can't be helped, its my nature haha. Finished class at 3.30pm, suppose to meet Glenn for cycling but I can't find my bike key, spoiler!!!! Ended up going running, super fat after all the feasting during cny haha.

Quite relaxed today, but still suffering from hypophrenia, okay I needed to check for the spelling on top, can't remember! New word learned today haha. Anyway, tueday tmr! 2nd best day of the week! But Wed is killer alr, not looking forward to it at all, which is why I'm still awake though I'm dead tired, proob gonna die tmr haha. Why can't I get this feeling off my back?! Okay forget it, I'm gonna sleep, nights world!

11:56pm

"I'll love you, with every little

broken pieces of me."

2011-02-06T23:46:00.005+08:00

Picture perfect.

Hello world. It's Sunday again. As usual, the blues start to kick in. Lotsa stuff to worry about, work to be handed in, tests to be studied for, more work to worry about tmr, worrying about catching up. Yeah the bible verse about worries ("Don't worry about today, for today has enough worries of its own.") does help, but who actually can live by it? We all have worries don't we?

No short holiday for a long time I guess. Just want Feb to pass asap so my March can finally come! Finished all my work except for English summary, pissing me off, shall do last minute work again.

Anyway, here's my CNY wrap up. Yes, soooo.. Day 1! Paternal grandparent's place in the morning for breakfast, mass before that. Followed by maternal grandparen'ts place in the afternoon. Slept my afternoon away, didn't do much. Day 2! Visiting to Bro's Godparent's place. Lotsa ppl, left cause it was super crowded, dad got confused cause he couldn't figure out who he gave and who he didn't gave red packet haha. Auntie's place after that for dinner. Day 3! Woke up quite early, didn't do much throughout the afternoon. Evening mass followed by mm gathering. Today! Met Glenn at HGMRT and went woodlands to get his guitar pedals, then back to hougang, super shag. Bought food back to church as lunch, went jamming room for practice, Janice and Tessa came cause they had nothing to do haha. To be honest! jamming was horrible today, haha. Went home after that. Dinner at Aunt. Xav's place, super tired. Okay just realised I didn't paragraph the entire thing. Forget it, I'm too lazy :P

It's 12am! Feeling totally drained out. But can't bring myself to sleep for some reason, just like I can't bear for my short holiday to end. Felt quite empty while walking home from church today, like as if everything wasn't going the way it should. Amazing how when we smile in the darkest of times, it can make everything seems right, but when everything is going right and you feel empty, thats where everything seems wrong. Think of the ppl worse off than you Bervyn, stop all thoughts!

12:02am

2011-01-30T23:09:00.002+08:00

"...Cause' without you all I'm going to be is - incomplete."

Hello world. It's gonna be a monday in an hour, argh. So wierd, normally if it's a half week or some sort of cause for celebration, I get the excitement rushing through with the anticipation, but today is different, might be the weather I guess.

Anyway, today was well, ordinary. Pri Cat in the morning, didn't do much. Talked to Maria throughout cause Uncle Nicholas took care of the whole drama practice. Sent the kids to church before going for cat class. 11am mass after that. Sat with Ryan, church was empty today, again, the rain. So disappointing how such a small factor can stop people from going to church. Attending mass properly after so long!

805 after mass for lunch. All of us were stoning for some reason haha. Left for home at 1.30pm, with the rain still falling mercilessly. Did my work + abit of reading since I couldn't really catch up in class. Chilled, went out for dinner or supper rather at 8pm. Back home again and revised for Physics and A Math test tmr. Pray I don't die please, I studied hard for this man!

Okay thats about my day yup. Tmr's Monday..(*sulk*) Only good ( or bad if you think about it ) thing is that I get to skip a period of english and my physics SPA for CNY rehearsal. Super heavy bag plus I gotta bring my Ibanez to school. Pray, pray, pray I'll survive Monday unscathed.

11:23pm

"Jesus would rather go through hell on earth for you,

than to go to heaven without you."

2011-01-30T00:07:00.003+08:00

Is this true? Cause I'm afraid to know the answer.

Hey world. I'm back again, feeling more sick than yesterday, blame the weather!!!! Anyway, I'll try to make this abit quick, must go and sleep soon!

Okay, today, went for SYFC in the morning, as usual, complete waste of time. Did admin and short briefing and went home, so boring. Went home, changed, rested for awhile and changed. Went to church canteen to find GOAL! Father blessed the new jerseys with holy water, including the monopoly deal cards on the table haha. Took picture with Fr. PP! Went off to SSS but the guy said the field too wet and dont allow us to play. So change venue to upper court!

First part of the game was super fast paced, abit scared at the start cause all of them were like much bigger than me. But I got the first goal, whoo! Damn happy haha. We went on to second half with that one goal lead. In the end we won 5 - 0, awesome!

De-brief. OH, and Francis is fantastic. Man of the match, superb defending at the right back. Seriously awesome job! GOAL's first win! Went back with Jude and Joel after everything.

Sunday! Feeling quite terrible right now, but guess I'll still drag my sick body to church. Goodnight!

12:23am

"Wish you were."

2011-01-28T23:20:00.006+08:00

One Man Drinking Games

Hi world, it's the end of the week again. Rather pressurizing week I guess. Lotsa new stuff. A Math and Physics are worrying me, can't seem to understand stuff and what not, and I'm not doing anything about it to change what's wrong, typical me. Irony: I need physics to get into aerospace engineering, and it's physics outta the three sciences.

Homework, still alright. Feeling the pressure, hate it when the ppl in my class give me the "SMART ASS" look, such is the "spirit" of the best class eh? Really envy the acad classes who actually look out for one another, like a family. Maybe it's too early to judge, only time will tell.

Only thing that kept me going was CNY rock band practice. We're playing the AI theme song, 7 o clock show haha. Bet the hall's gonna laugh when they hear it, excited but nervous! 3 man band! Rehearsals and all were fun, finally get to bond with my ex classmates haha.

PY came to celebrate mass today, reluctant but still went. As usual, he talks about servers again. Think he should seriously consider putting his servers advertisement on channel 8 and see if ppl wanna join, okay nvm enough about him.

Soo, thats about it? Yup. Oh and update: I'm falling sick, so don't attempt coming near me unless you want my cough too haha. And there's a match against St.Annes tmr, can it get any worse?!

My first weekend of 2011 feeling this down. Someone save me.

11:41pm

"Shes finding me out,

its bringing me down

Cuz' nothing's is as hard as the first time

Im fooling myself, she'll never be mine.

Its too late now..."

2011-01-24T22:19:00.006+08:00

"Just A Dream."

Hey world. Had the worst start to a monday morning today. Couldn't find my tie in the morning, mum screamed at me and threatened me to choose between MM and Pri Cat. Early morning squabbles, argh! + the fact that I found out there was work to be handed in today made it 10x worse.

Well, wasn't all that bad, day got better as time went by. Lesson's were alright, was able to finish up all my work. Listened well in class, but almost fell asleep during bio, Mr Azman was like right in front of me and I was gonna sink my head down when I looked up again, that happened like 5 times haha.

Sch ended at 3.30pm. Went home, change. Met Abigail at hougang point, talked for awhile. Went back home, went for my run and came home for dinner. Finished up all my work! Feeling a sense of accomplishment right now haha.

Tmr's tuesday! 1 step closer to the weekend! Can't wait for the match this sat!

10:32pm

"I'm not pretending."

2011-01-23T22:13:00.002+08:00

Sometimes animals can show us the way of living the simplest of lives.

Hey world! I'm really tired right now, but I just wanna pass time so I can feel totally beat then have a good night's sleep. So anyway, spent my whole day in church today!

Woke up in the morning (feeling super tired, not feeling like P Diddy) HAHA! Okay not funny! Moving on!! Ate my Oreo for breakfast! Left house with bro at 7.20am. Bus didn't come for damn long so took cab instead haha. Went to buy coffee and water for my bro to wake up abit haha! Pri. Cat class was okay, few MJS students there haha and Ms.Koh is teaching one of the kids!

Sec. Cat after that, followed by mass. Lady in front of me during communion was really weird, She suddenly just leaned back as if she was gonna faint then I almost wanted to catch her when she went back up again, super creepy, thought she was possessed or something man! Then when she was receiving same thing happened again, damn freaky haha!

401 for lunch, all went home, only me left! Waited near the 7-11 there alone haha. Then Shawn came along, followed him to Moses' office. Everyone came after that, super crowded! One game of monopoly deal before going for frisbee!

Super shag, cycled home super pissed cause some ppl don't know when to say the right things at the right time hahaha, YeoKoh damn guai lan man!!!!!! J Hunter HAHA.

Went out for dinner, bro slept on my shoulder in the car, didn't shove him off today as I would usually do haha! I'm such a good brother right?! haha.

ANYWAY, (fml) cause tmr's monday! Weekends pass super fast man, can't wait for this sat, MATCH AGAINST ST. ANNES WHOO!

10:35pm

" It's never gonna be good enough."

2011-01-22T23:35:00.002+08:00

"Hedley."

Hello world. I'm currently trying to figure out the story behind Hedley's "Perfect". The music video is just something I can't seem to put into context for some reason. The lyrics are wonderfully crafted though! Good inspiration for people who feel inferior or imperfect, go check it out!

Anyway, had a great day today! SYFC in the morning, besides crashing my take off, everything else was alright. Gonna fix my basic trainer kit next week and get my 061 engine! Can't wait!

Rushed home after that, went for GOAL, cycled to church. Reached when session was halfway done. Ben Tan's session is good! Set me thinking haha. Fitness training today, shiok! Played match with Fr. Peter Paul on our side = AWESOME SHIT! HAHA.

Went canteen to chill with Ej and Kurt, showered at 2nd floor toilet, went a-wing three to cool down before going 401 to get stuff with Kurt before he went home! Bought dinner back to a-wing 3 to eat before MM started. Talked to Jasmine while waiting for Ej and all to come back from NYC meeting.

MM was fun! only 8 ppl but was like cell group, chill only haha. Nice session by Gareth and Ej! Ohyes, Ej has a boil near his ass there so he can't walk properly HAHAHA. We prayed for him during opening prayer hahahaha. Feels damn mean uh, but it's seriously damn funny, see him in church tmr haha!

Cabbed home, left my bike in church, pri cat + sec cat + mass + frisbee tmr!

I almost forgot! Happy Birthday Bryan Goh! You got 5 mins left, make the most of it, tmr's another ordinary day haha!

11:54pm

"Let go and let God."

2011-01-18T23:44:00.006+08:00

Heyo worldy! Just finished game with Jude Ej and Ryan, super funny haha. Okay anyway, today!.........was boring!

School in the morning, classes were all dry except history with the role playing thing, was quite well planned. And the author of the history textbook sat in our lesson haha! Class ended at 1:45pm! Was suppose to go for a run with Asyraf but he ditched me! So I had to go alone haha. I'm gonna kill him tmr heeheehee.

Tmr class ends at 4:05pm, lessons for 8 hours, thats like more than my sleeping time man! But there's half day on thurs and fri whoo! But tmr's gonna be a looonnnggg day. + Map test tmr! Haven't studied much on it, will do so in the morning, wanna sleep badly right now, goodnight world!

11:50pm

"I wish upon a star."

2011-01-16T21:03:00.002+08:00

Treasure the people around you :)

Hello world, I'm officially sick. No fever, no headache, only cough and running nose, but i still feel terrible. Worst still, I finish at 3.30 tmr, and chinese new year band practice after that, I need some rest!

Overslept abit this morning, bro kept nagging so we took cab and I paid to shut him up haha. Reached church, went RCIA room for mini-gospel para lit and briefing for primary 5B! I think Uncle Ernest is damn fun haha. Went for sec cat after that. Briefing in the hall, "whacko" in the RCIA room again and mass. (couldn't stop coughing throughout everything!!!!!)

401 for lunch then bus-ed to Joel's house to change and bus-ed again to xinmin to collect bursary. This year much better, much faster, whoo! haha. Came home super tired, napped from 3:45 to 4.45 then bro woke me up cause he needed the room for tuition. AWW! Then went to mum's room to sleep haha! Woke up again for dinner. Then rest more. How to focus in school when I'm feeling so lethargic!!!!

9:17pm

"I'm not worthy, undeserving."

2011-01-16T00:26:00.002+08:00

Sadly, it's the cold harsh reality.

Just got back from airport, feeling super lethargic, can't stop coughing!!! Anyway, Thomas is on the plane back to Auckland and I'm starting to miss his bullshit alr hahaha. Nvm, another 10 months and he'll be back, whoo!

Today, hmmm...went for SYFC in the morning, waited for the bus for super long, dunno whats wrong with SBS these days, sighhh haha! Managed to fly at least once today after 3 long months, sweet! Rushed home after that to get ready for GOAL.

Today's meeting was rather boring, haha, sorry Bernard! Rained so played dodgeball at Matt 25 haha, super fun, reminded us exactly like when we were in servers! Rushed home and out again to airport. Had Popeyes for dinner, awesome! Made alot of noise when Thomas was going in haha, "BYE THOMAS (x dunno how many times hahaha)"

Bus-ed home, damn shag alr, took 27, walked to 401, saw Deborah with Moses, Oliver, Mark and all, then chiong-ed for bus with Jude home.

Pri cat + Sec cat + mass + xinmin to collect bursary, but I'm damn tired and I don't wanna go!

12:43am

"I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go.

Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore."

2011-01-14T22:22:00.005+08:00

"Only just a dream."

Heyoh world! Thank God it's Friday! :D Sch was alright today, came home super early cause it's friday! Managed to finish all my weekend homework before the weekend is officially here haha. Time to relaxx!

SYFC tmr, followed by GOAL, then we're gonna send Thomas off, gonna miss all the bullshit he creates when he's here haha! Sooo, I don't have much to say, shall see what tmr brings! Ohno, I can't stop coughing and feels like sore throat is coming, please don't let me fall sick!

10:31pm

"I was at the top and now it's like I'm in the basement."

2011-01-13T22:09:00.002+08:00

"Every little thing."

Hi world. Bervyn is falling sicckkkk, and it's cause his mum doesn't know how to stop physical contact when she's ill D:

Anyway, school today! Errrrr, kinda boring and sucky, but nvm. TGIF! Weekend's here!

GOAL!
Pri Cat!
Sec Cat!

Weekend's all in church :D But gotta go take edusave at xinmin on sunday, which means I gotta leave church early :(

Ohyes, I've given up on my homework for today, especially Math/A Math cause I can't help but think all my answers are wrong! Though I get the concept and stuff but ARGHHH! Will try to finish it by the weekend. Thank God I got a mathematical genius living in my house :D

I end at 1235 tmr, I'm planning on going for mass, shall see :)!

10:19pm

Back to December.

2011-01-12T22:07:00.002+08:00

Would you do the same?

2011-01-09T14:34:00.002+08:00

"One of the many miracles God does everyday :)" - Gabriel.

Hello world. Haven't been posting at all for the past few months cause ummmm.....not sure why too, lazy i guess, haha. Anyway, my hols was really relaxing! But now school's started and the pressure is starting to kinda kick in. Principal saw me one fri morning and told me he's counting on me to push all the way during O lvl's 2012 :O

New class too, kinda miss my Sec 1/2 classes alot. New teachers too, but oh well, I'll get used to it sooner or later! Today's sunday and I can't help but feel the "tmr is monday" feeling!

Church today. I paid attention even though it was Fr. Paul Yeo saying mass, surprisingly! 401 after mass to have lunch. Many plan on going to Eugene's party later on, sad I can't make it! Ohyes, Happy Birthday Thomas! haha! :D

Okay, thats about all for today, feel like sleeping all my worries away, so I shall! :D Goodnight world!

2:44pm

"I'm sorry for breaking my promise, but I really couldn't help it."

2010-12-26T23:09:00.001+08:00

I don't blame anyone, but I'm fucking dying inside.

2010-12-07T15:27:00.001+08:00

Feels like Jesus ripping my heart out and saying, "You deserve it."

2010-11-24T23:38:00.004+08:00

So with nothing left, I drop my quil to the writing of a poem called,"happiness". Will I ever pick it up and complete it, only time will tell. But for now, I'm gone.

"between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you
Love, me."

2010-11-22T00:26:00.002+08:00

It's not my home anymore, I'm not going back. At least for now.

2010-11-19T23:28:00.001+08:00

"Always"

This romeo is bleeding

But you can't see his blood

It's nothing but some feelings

That this old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me

Now I'm drowning in the flood

You see I've always been a fighter

But without you I give up

Now I can't sing a love song

Like the way it's meant to be

Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore

But baby, that's just me

And I will love you, baby - Always

And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

I'll be there till the stars don't shine

Till the heavens burst and

The words don't rhyme

And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind

And I'll love you - Always

Now your pictures that you left behind

Are just memories of a different life

Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry

One that made you have to say goodbye

What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair

To touch your lips, to hold you near

When you say your prayers try to understand

I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near

When he says the words you've been needing to hear

I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine

To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - Always

And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

If you told me to cry for you

I could

If you told me to die for you

I would

Take a look at my face

There's no price I won't pay

To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck

In these loaded dice

But baby if you give me just one more try

We can pack up our old dreams

And our old lives

We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby - Always

And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

I'll be there till the stars don't shine

Till the heavens burst and

The words don't rhyme

And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind

And I'll love you - Always

2010-11-19T22:01:00.001+08:00

Perhaps its for the best.

2010-11-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

The day my heart sank - rock bottom.

2010-11-13T00:37:00.002+08:00

If only things were that simple.

Hello world! :) Back again muahahaha >:D Okay, today was damn tiring! Woke up in the morning from my super loud alarm clock! Woke up at 8am! Packed and rushed off for morning soccer with Matthew and his friend! End up I was the earliest and had to call that pig to wake up ah >:

Didn't play long, got tired after awhile. Went for lunch after that at the vegeterian stall opp nativity. And I think the auntie likes me! NO KIDDING OKAY! When I asked her how much she looked up and started smiling at me like damn weirdly! :S Then she smiled at me again when she gave me the change then Matthew started to laugh HAHA. OHSHIT I ATTACT AUNTIES HAHAHAHA!

Haha okay then after that went home to rest then Ryan sent sms for soccer. PLAY ONLY! HAHA! Went down at 7pm with Jude. Played until 9 + and it was damn tiring! All of us were panting by 9pm hahaha. SUPERDUPERSHAG!

MM meeting tmr! :D

12:45am

Day Rating: 7/10

"Too much for me"

2010-11-11T22:21:00.002+08:00

Guess its just meant to happen.

Hello world! Sorry for not posting the past few nights! haha I've been sorta lazy, apologies! :S Okay I just found out my subject combination results + class for next year, but more on that later.

So, haven't posted since Monday! Hmmm haha this week has been by far the most boring week in 2010! Seriously, didn't do anything fun or whatever, just stayed at home all day doing nothing! Damn sian haha.

Today went town with Kurt cause he was bored and he asked me to follow him. Met him at 12 and bus + trained down to town to walk walk. Walked for damn long from like 12.30 to 4! Went to alot of places lah, but every shop we go to keep listening music only. I remember staying at somerset's cotton on just to listen the whole song HAHA! Damn funny :D

Wanted to play soccer just now but rained ah so yeah :( NVM TMR WILL BE BETTER :)

So yeah anyway, just checked my class for next year, now then I start to miss my current class. Realising everything's gonna change next year just sucks. Can't believe its just gonna move like that, SIGH. Tsk, damn sian right now but oh well, life goes on right? Hope for the best!

10:34pm

Day Rating: 5/10

"Girl I'm going crazy for you, I'm crazy for you."

2010-11-08T02:18:00.002+08:00

"...And all will see how great is our God."

Hello! I'm BACK MUAHAHAHA :D It's like damn late now so I'll try to make this a bit shorter? yup :)

Spent my friday playing soccer in the evening, felt good! Had a damn awesome game with Ej, Matthew, Justin, Jonathan, Tim, Anselm, me and 1 more guy I can't remember haha! But it was damn fun :)

Saturday.....Oh! Haha woke up at 10 plus, heard noise at home and realised grandparents were at home, felt kinda sicky and lethargic :S Jude asked me to go Penin with him and Glenn, had no plans so faster showered and chiong-ed to church! Glenn was late cause he went to see see con camp haha, make us wait damn long. Felt damn sick during that time about 3? yeah. Took 147 down to town. (RHYMES!! :D) Went 401 to get a drink and caused us to miss the first 147 oops :P but luckily the next one was in 5 mins PHEW!

Decided to drop at Bras Brasah to go see Swee Lee stuff. Tried the Fender Strat and Ibanez RG, was quite nice! Still dunno what guitar to buy, shall go hunting again next week! :D Walked down to penin and went Davis Guitar to check out Glenn's cables. Tried the Sinister Gates Custom Shector! Damn cool! But not my type though, pity!

Went back down to Swee Lee to get Glenn's cables since Davis one was kinda ex. Treated both of them Macs ice-cream! I'M DAMN NICE HAHA :D

Took bus back home (147) and reached back about 7pm :) Had grandma's awesome cooking before she went back, I was damn shag by then :O Slept early last night! (Sat Night) :)

Woke up at 8 this morning, couldn't go back to sleep since air-con was too cold brrrrrrr! Got a shock when my com clock and ipod clock was 1 hour slow, I damn scared hahaha was soo funny! Bought breakfast, ate, changed, went down to church. OH YEAH, I skipped my final cat class cause I was kinda sick :P

Went 401 for lunch after 11am mass, went Moses office to chill for awhile before going home with Kurt and Ryan. Went out with Dad and Bro for dinner at Jalan Kayu, mum came home not long from thailand like just 2 hours ago so yeah. Dinner was okay! :)

Came home and watched Arsenal-Newcastle match, NCastle played damn well, won the match 1 - 0. But that wasn't all, Liverpool 2 - 0 Chelsea!!!!!! :DDDDDDD And both goals scored by Fernando Torres :D HAHAHA DAMN HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!! :))))))))))))

Okie, time to go to bed, nightnight earthlings! :)

2:37am

Day Rating: 7/10

"Can't imagine life without you."

2010-11-05T00:46:00.003+08:00

My inspiration to move on with life :)

Hey yall! I'm back as promised! :) Didn't post last night as I was staying overnight at a chalet in downtown east haha.

Okay, so went to collect my report book on yesterday(Wednesday) and realised I didn't top the level as I wish I could, disappointed really but oh well, there's always next year, try my best!

Went to Compass Point to meet Merwyn with Absalom, decided that we'd eat Long John Silver's due to the flip of a coin haha. Took our time as the others were kinda late. Took MRT and change here change there, ended up in Pasir Ris!

Went to meet Jonathan but he got kinda lost and took awhile to find him, decided to cab to chalet cause we were lazy. Chalet was okay lah, couldn't sleep at night but P&W put me to rest :)

Went cycling in the morning followed by lunch at Subway with Jesmond, Jonathan, Abby and Merwyn. Cabbed home to rush down to church, spent $8++ ! :O

Reached home, changed blah blah blah. Met Joel before heading down to church. Tied water bombs from 4pm to 7pm = DAMN SHAG! Finally managed to tie all 1000 water bombs by 7 plus, chionged to 401 for quick dinner before con camp games!

I was EJ's runner throughout the whole damn thing, DAMN TIRED !!!!!!!!!!!! Run up run down, from field to Matthew 25, whoa damn tiring I swear hahaha. Almost lost my slipper too! But found it in the end haha. Went home at about just??? haha cabbed home from church with Jude and J Ng, home-ed at 12.30am :) *Realise I've been taking cab alot these few days!*

Oh well, damn tired right now, gonna sleep my anxieties away :) Nights world :D

12:58am
Day Rating: 8/10!

"Girl you don't know how much you mean to me."

2010-11-02T22:41:00.002+08:00

Is it just me? Or are you going "awww" when you see this too? :)

So hey world! Sorry I haven't been posting for the past 1 month! :( I'll try to be more frequent blogger!!!

K so highlights for the past month:

P6 Camp! :

K church camp was fun! hmmm, remember going for the meeting only 3 days before the real thing, but camp was still swee swee :D Went for SYFC that sat morning before chiong-ing home to change and rushed to church! Reached just in time for games briefing and lunch :)

Went to our stations after post-lunch games briefing! Took Gareth's guitar cause my station was the last and I needed to wait at least 2 hours before the first group came >: Uncle ZiMing keep saying I very poor thing no friend to company me haha. Ej and Ryan dropped by a few times to keep me company haha.

Games finished at about 6. Everyone looked damn pissed! HAHA games success! :D Went to shower after that, followed by rosary at which Gab was damn pissed alr, shall not talk about it. Dinner after rosary, lotsa drama during that period, but all ended well, phew!

Went up for para liturgy??? sort of haha. Was playing the whole time with Glenn :P But serious towards the end :) Night walk after that, freelanced around since I had no group to facilitate! Kids went back for bedtime! ZZZZZZ haha. Went to facil room to chill for awhile before going out to take a walk at about 1am.

Found myself walking to Mother Mary grotto for some reason. Saw an uncle lighting the candles and felt abit weird at first but he came to talk to me for 1 whole hour. He stayed in Israel for 7 years! :O Listened to his super cool stories and learned some things about life from him. Thanks random uncle! :D

Realised Gab and Justin called me and went back to facil room. They were all looking for me :O Went 401 for awhile but went back to go and sleep.

Woke up in the morning damn seh haha. Suddenly told me got to do P&W :O Damn fail the first try. But the later one in the afternoon was damn awesome! Remembered of NYC when we played Prince Of Peace :)

Went for lunch, then went to get our stuff to go for Father Son 7 a side soccer tournament at HIHS. Had the reluctant feeling to leave at that time :( But still went, game was okay :D Played damn well, dad was super awesome, almost scored from halfway line :O Me scored 1 goal, HAPPY!!! :D Didn't win but still was awesome!

Okay I can't remember anything else already OOPS! :P

Didn't do much for the past few days, just kinda busy with planning con camp games with the Ej gang haha, confirmers are gonna get it!!!! >:D

10:58pm

Day Rating: 4/10

Sick & tired. But still trying hard, won't give up!

2010-10-28T23:59:00.001+08:00

Maybe I'm just never gonna be good enough for you. -Reality check-

2010-10-03T22:58:00.007+08:00

"why?"

Hello world :) I don't know what to say actually but just found myself coming onto blogger haha.

Hmm, shall not talk about the past week. Today's Sunday! :D

Woke up super early in case needed to rush again for pri cat. Packed my stuff and off to church!

Went Uncle Leslie's class today, super fun! :) His P5 kids are damn funny lah haha, reminded me of myself when I was in his class :D

Then went for cat class, was quite boring as usual, sigghhhh.

Went for mass after that, lotsa ppl today, maybe cos of the elect :o

Went 401 for lunch with everyone, hung out at the playground in front of the 7 11 outside 401 there. Did alot of crazy stuff, just imagine fully grow teenagers from 14 - 20 playing at a playground haha!

Went for frisbee after that, lotsa ppl came today for some reason. Had fun :)

Came home, washed up, went HP to cut hair!

Dinner was fantastic :)

Still cant find the mood to study, at this rate, I'm just gonna screw my whole life up.

11:16pm

Day Rating: 7/10

"Maybe, it's just all meant to be. I'll do my best, let God do the rest."

2010-09-28T22:30:00.007+08:00

Hey! Back posting again haha. Suppose to be studying right now but... *:P* haha!

Couldn't manage to wake up at the first call today! Maybe I should start sleeping later haha. Dragged myself out of bed and prepared for sch.

First lesson was music, watched bits and pieces of Hairspray the Musical! Can remember all the lyrics cause bro let me watched it when we were in Japan :D Maths, did our own work. Chinese, didn't do much also :)

Recess followed by lit which was kinda boring. Finished "The Pearl" finally!!! :D Then EL which I slept throughout :P Then Mr. L Feng Hua relief-ed our class which means more sleep!! :DDD But he showed us this sick video which was kinda funny but I didn't really approve of it >:

Science was just revision of topics. Rushed to the bus-stop after bell rang to catch the early 109, made it :) Went HP with Absalom to have lunch then Asyraf came later cause after much consideration, he chose to pon CCA haha!

Went Mac's after that to sit down and talk crap cos Asyraf couldn't eat Kopitiam food. Ended up talking about Yendall the whole way laughing like mad! Laugh Laugh Laugh, until 3pm :D

Came back to do bits and pieces of revision :)

Getting scared that its 10 days to EOY :O

Just realised my blog can't use coloured words!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA

10:45pm
Day Rating: 4/10

"I don't want you to go."

2010-09-27T22:25:00.002+08:00

Thinking Of You.

Hello world! It's been awhile since I've been posted. Well things have been going great other than some shit happening in school. Been stuck at home the past few weeks since its the exam period and I can't really go out too often. Stress, peer pressure, parental pressure fills me up in this final lap. Really doubt I can get my position back this time round, just can't work hard enough.

Friends seem to be drifting further and further and I seem to get stuck in my own world, unable to break out. Hope this all changes after exams! haha.

Sunday's don't seem like Sunday's anymore I realized. Don't get that joyous feeling of excitement any longer, once again, hoping it'll all change for the better.

Other than that, I don't have much complains about my life. I NEED MOTIVATION TO STUDDYYYYY!!!!!!!

11:01pm
Day Rating: 3/10

"Cause you know I'll be here, catching your every tear."

2010-09-19T22:51:00.003+08:00

"Once a Liverpool fan, ALWAYS a Liverpool fan. You'll Never Walk Alone!"

Hello world :) Match just ended ): FT: 3 - 2. Good fight overall la, nothing to complain about, good fight, good game. Thats football, you win some you lose some, gotta deal with it :)

So anyway,

FRIDAY:

Got up for school. Classes were alright. Sch was kinda boring. Class ended. Went to bus-stop, had nothing to do so decided to go Abbie's house. Me, Yendall, Jasper and Abbie. Some crazy woman was shouting in the 109 bus, saying we're ungracious cause we didn'tmake space for ppl. The bus was super squeezy alr lah, how to make space! >: Lotsa drama, we really didn't care, so went back home to grab my lappy before going to Abs' place.

Stayed there till about 4 plus when Kurt sms-ed for soccer. Couldn't say no :P Rushed home and changed, reached upper court at 5.40pm. Play, play and play. Good workout, had lotsa fun as usual :D

SATURDAY:

Woke up at 7.30am. Packed up stuff for frisbee. Went breakfast with parents at Serangoon Gardens. Reached Rio Vista field at 8.45am :O Almost late haha. Warmed up awhile, played our first match against team Sedap!. We the Ex-Servers won 11-9 :D Nice job! :D

Played around here and there, was super shag. But the field was damn big, super fun to huck! :D

Team Yeo-Koh was first, followed by team Legion and then the 15 year olds haha. Had fun overall, went back with Jude and Reko...SUNBURNT!!

Went home, relaxed. Wanted to go Lepak Night but everyone was tired so gave it a miss also :)

TODAY:

Went church super early in the morning to help out with Pri Cat. Went to 3C to help out :) But the PY alter boys were damn annoying >:

Left and met Glenn for breakfast. Eugene came, then Derrick Dennis and Michael all came cause they were late for mass haha! Went off for sec cat after that. Uncle Peter taught us today, something diff for once, exciting :)

*Forgot to turn on my silent mode and just when I was about to silent it, Ashleigh's sms came in :O Rang super loud!!! Quite maluuuu :S

Met Ashleigh after cat class, asked me to attend mass with her. Attended mass, shall not describe the embarrassing moment :P

Went Haven for cake cutting then left for 401 to meet the guys. Left for hougang mall at 1pm and dunno what happened but when I came back from buying drink Justin left cause he quarreled with Jude or something, was damnn heated :O

Went HM for awhile, saw Cousin Adrianne and her boyfriend and said hi :D Went back with Joel.

Went out for dinner and watched Manu L'Pool match :)

Oh and before I forget, Happy Birthday Maria in advance! :D

11:16pm
Day Rating: 6/10

THE KILL

What if I wanted to break

Laugh it all off in your face

What would you do?

What if I fell to the floor

Couldn't take all this anymore

What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down

Bury me, bury me

I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight

Beg for the rest of my life

What would you do?

You say you wanted more

What are you waiting for?

I'm not running from you

Come break me down

Bury me, bury me

I am finished with you

Look in my eyes

You're killing me, killing me

All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else

But nothing seemed to change

I know now, this is who I really am inside.

Finally found myself

Fighting for a chance.

I know now, this is who I really am.

It's all broken, no picking up the pieces anymore.

2010-09-16T22:25:00.003+08:00

"Cause you're amazing, just the way you are."

Hello :) Forgot to post again last night haha, ooops :P Anyway, here's for you stalkers :D

YESTERDAY(Wednesday):

Mass games for P.E, soccer. Played against 2AA, normal tech. Won them by one goal during inter-class and they were they super favourites to win. My goal knocked them out :D still remember haha! But didn't have mood or confidence to play them yesterday. Some guy wanted to fight with us all, but we gentlemen, don't fight with losers haha!

P.E after that, rained so went back to class >:

Recess followed by other lessons, cant remember haha. Sch was okay lah. Went home, made lunch, ate. Jude came over to play FIFA. Went off for soccer at 4.30pm. Reached and saw Tim, Matthew and Anselm there alr. Then Leslie Ej and Ryan came. Last one, Justin.

Play play play, heard Ryan and Leslie collide and went for the ball. Next thing, Leslie was on the floor shouting damn loudly! Honestly, ALL of us thought he was joking. But after awhile, all of us were like :O First time saw Leslie shed tears :( Must have been damn pain. Carried him to the bench, saw his ankle was swollen. Like really REALLY SWOLLEN. Haha Ej kept disturbing him. Didn't play much after that. I went home, Ej carried Leslie home.

TODAY!:

Woke up late cause sch starts at 9 on Thursdays. Went to sch. Mr. Teo took over Miss Li as she's been absent since Monday :o His teaching method was damn effective, wish he could teach us la :(

Recess, Art, Maths and EL. Miss Leow was actually angry for the first time today! Was a bit scary i gotta admit haha :p

Went HP with Yendall, Abbie and Asyraf after sch. Had nothing on so asked them to come over for awhile, they went back at 5. Was suppose to gym + pool with Ej Leslie and Ryan but all couldn't make it, especially when Leslie can't walk haha.

Friday's tmr! Sch ends early :D Weekend is here :)

10:59pm
Day Rating: 4/10

"Your eyes, make the stars look like their not shining :)"

2010-09-14T22:41:00.003+08:00

"Funny as he is usually happy."

Hey world :) So I haven't been posting as often. Guess my lazy level is rising by the seconds haha :P Anyway, here's from Sun to Tues :)

Sunday:
Alarm rang at 6am, was reluctant to wake up, but something inside dragged me outta bed :O Went for 7am mass...ALONE. It's been awhile since I attended alone. Wasn't good though, was super sleepy and I was damn seh. Prayed before leaving after mass :)

Called Glenn and he told me he was on his way to church. Met him and walked around before walking him to the bus-stop cause he needed to go work. Ashleigh waited for her cousin. Caught Gareth and Ej at the overhead bridge. Joined them for funfair. Went to eat, all of us were super lazy so we just bought whatever came to our table :P One of the games stall uncle pissed Ej off cause he keep asking him to play the games then Ej bastard him DAMN BAD HAHA!

Almost went for 10am mass with the usuals but when I saw who's at the alter. Didn't feel like it. Got caught in the rain. Went outside Father's Office there to get cover. Saw Ashleigh and her cousin there. Chatted. Claire was super amazed at how I twisted my head when Ash asked me how life was haha!

Rain stopped, went back to funfair. Was quite boring actually :( Godma bought me the Our Father Prayer choker :D Left with them to Hougang Plaza for some aircon since it was damn stuffy and we had nothing to do. Went home at 12:45pm :) Slept from 2 to 4.30 :D Was damn good! Washed up and dad sent me to church for dinner. Went at 6pm before mass to pass bro his diner ticket.

Auntie Pauline caught me sitting there alone and asked me join in the procession :O Almost made me carry the catechist flag HAHA! Didn't go for mass though, ran away when we reached the carpark and saw Eugene, Shawn and Gareth at the second level of block A (or was it B?) and went up. Went to study room to slack. Waited for mass to finish before going for dinner.

Dinner was alright, had lots of fun with the ex-servers reunion :D We wanted to get the prize for lucky draw when PY was giving the prizes then we could see his expression HAHA :P but didn't get a single prize ): Nvm, the company was good enough :)

Went home, Auntie Pauline sent me + bro + Auntie Kesley and her son home :) Homed at 11pm.

Monday:

Yesterday! hmmm. First day of sch was rather okay. Until the last period when Maths came and I forgot to do the Maths Quiz online during sch hols. 3 Marks to be taken away from thursday's test :((( Nvm, WORK HARD!

Asyraf, Abby and Yendall came over to do work. All left at 5pm. Nothing much. Chilled till night.

Talked to Victoria on msn before going to sleep, was interesting :D

Today:

Music was fun, Maths was alright. Chinese teacher didn't come so relief teacher came and we did work, nothing much.

Recess, lit lesson was pure stupidity, think Miss Chan didn't prepare lesson, thats why her speech was so irrelevant >: EL teacher didn't come so did nothing but Maths. History was OKAY...Went home after that cause no science :)

Chilled since homework was completed in sch. Waited for 4pm to come.

Went down to meet Leslie.B, Ej, Jude and Glenn for pool. played till 6 :)

Waited with them for bus to arrive before going home.

11:17pm
Day Rating: 7/10

"Broken, deep down."

2010-09-11T23:45:00.002+08:00

Finding you isn't a needle in a haystack, it's a hay in a needle stack. However painful it is, I'll find you,

promise.

Hey world. I'm finally touching blogger again, haha. So I guess I have much to say? Hmm..

Well since I can't remember much (very sorry!), I'll start from Thursday!

Thursday:

Hmm...actually I can't really remember much from thurs but yeah. umm, went to church at night. Attended with Maria, Jude and all. Seb YeoKoh made fun of me!!! >: NOT FUNNY AT ALL! :P

Listened to Fr.Vincent Low's homily. First time I paid full attention in a long while. His way of attracting ppl is interesting! :)

Well, left "Ah Ma's House" after mass and went 401 with Jude, J Ng and Eugene. Bought drinks and went to chill for awhile, left with Jude at 10pm for home sweet home :)

Friday:

Yesterdaay! Hari Raya! Got woke up by mum to eat breakfast. Wanted to sleeep! >: Couldn't go back to sleep after that. Went to play MW2 by myself. Went for lunch with family at Serangoon Gardens. Went home. Was bored so decided to go and watch dad play his weekend soccer at St.Wilfred's Sports Complex. Was kinda bored cause I couldn't play. But was impressed by his team. Super Organised! His team name is Babylon :O Anyway, dad's team won 6 - 2 :)

Went back for dinner and set off for church. Attended with Jude and Bernard. Missed P&W cause I was late. Mass was okay. Loved the homily as usual. Sadly that was the last time I was gonna hear Novena Homily ): Went 401 to buy drink with the rest, decided to give chillling at church a miss. They went Ej's house for poker, I went back :)

Saturday(Today!):

Bro woke me up cause he needed the room for tuition at 9am. Was super tired so went the other room to sleep. Didn't sleep well cause ppl kept texting me. Gave up and woke up for breakfast. Chilled the whole afternoon. Left for esplanade at 2pm with family to watch "Fried Rice Paradise", was better than I expected. Couldn't understand why bro and dad said Taufik Batisah's voice become worse when he sounded okay to me :o

Went for dinner at York Hotel at Orchard. Finished up and dad sent me to Joel's house for his B'dae party. Had fun there, wasn't used to their behaviour though haha. Got to know new friends. Impressed Joel's lil' bro by doing card tricks haha! Little children are easy to fool :P

Cabbed back with Aloy. Cab uncle was super duper quiet for some reason :O

So yeah, just reached home :)

Feast Day Tmr! (but I'm not in the least happy.)

12:21am
Day Rating: 6/10

"Sorry I can't be perfect, dear."

2010-09-06T23:13:00.003+08:00

Because you live girl, my world has twice as many stars in the sky.

Seeing stars right now, thinking of sleeping, so I'll post tomorrow. Sorry for the suspense :(

11:30pm
Day Rating: 6/10

"Like fire and rain, you can drive me insane,

but I can't get mad at you for anything.

We're Venus and Mars, We've different stars,

but you're the harmony to every song I sing,

and I wouldn't change a thing." :)

2010-09-01T22:15:00.005+08:00

If it was you, would you bother picking up the pieces?

Bervyn Goh, 14, feels:

-Broken

-****ed

-Unappreciated
-Lost

-Despair

-Non-existent

-Ashamed

-Life's biggest losser.

Living in a lonely world, I'll take the midnight train with no one.

Disappointing everyone, I'll walk away face shunned.

Mistaken I may be, I'm still human.

I'm no God, no superman.

If I'm that useless to you,

throw me away, don't acknowledge me.

I'm not worth this world,

Not gonna wake up tomorrow.

If they say true friends see the hurt within,

then fuck it, I've no friends.

10:31pm

"Flipside."

2010-08-30T00:03:00.004+08:00

"Don't hope, but don't lose hope."

Hello world. I'm suppose to be tired cause its like past midnight and I just finished an insane last minute project so yeah I'll make this sorta short.

Got woke up by bro today at 7.30am and asked me to go pri cat. Then I remembered promising the auntie's I'd go today so yeah, dragged myself outta bed and went to church. Joined Aunty Theresa's class, the kids were quite cute :) They were like pri 1 and they needed help to turn to page 119, SO CUTE!! :D

Went to find Glenn for breakfast. Decided to skip cat. SHHHHHHH!!!!!!! haha :P Hanged around in church till11am and went to attend mass again, holy!!! :D Went 401 to eat quick meal cause they wanted to LAN. Joined them for 2 half games cause of some probs. Then went back with Kurt. Took 72 back. Went home to sleep all the way till 6. SWEET! :D

Had dinner and rushed to do all my undone homework. Just took 3 hours to finish my chinese project :O anyway, don't think I'll revise for Home Ec test tmr. Will study last minute, too lazy to do anything right now haha.

K so guess I'll go now haha. Start of the week. Got teacher's day rehearsal tmr! Short week ahead. MYE History paper's on Thursday, come on!

12:17am
Day Rating: 7/10

Crushed up, beat up, shot deep down inside. I'm torn to pieces, I can't get back up. No one seems to be able to see whats really inside. Unable to pick up my own pieces, I resign to fate. Leave it all to God.

2010-08-28T23:05:00.002+08:00

Exactly what we saw today :)

anyway, didn't post the past few days cause I was sorta sick and tired. Literally haha.

So yeah here's my Saturday :)

Woke up late today, didn't meet Aloysius at the bus-stop cause he was early and I was late haha.

Rushed to bus-stop and took 103M, skipped flying club cause it was games day and decided teacher's day rehearsal was much more important :D

Reached school, set up drums and amps and stuff. Did Don't Stop Believin'. Was alright, a little choppy. Second time did Bad Romance, this time I took lead guitar + lead vocalist :O Damn hard and tiring, I was covering everyone from the start and keep zhao xia-ing the high part, but the teachers seem to liked my "skills". HAHA :D

Did a better part of Don't Stop Believin' at the last rehearsal. Sound was alright I guess. De-brief by Mr.Wee before going off. Went HP for lunch with Aloy, Steven and Joel. Went back, packed, went for frisbee! Had good training, almost had my first layout!!!!!! >:

Went to bathe and change at church before going for mass, first time in months i actually paid full attention :) Met Godpa after mass and Godma came to fetch us, went to fetch mum and bro cause Dad's in Thailand. Went Jurong for Penang buffet.

Met Uncle Eric Auntie Xav Uncle Edwin Auntie Priscilla + the kids there. Bryan attracted a girl working there :O She was quite sweet!! But Bryan don't want. WasTED!!!! Me and Uncle Eric suan him until damn bad haha. She even smiled at us! Then when she carried the birthday cake for auntie Xav and auntie Priscilla, Uncle Eric said,"Actually ah today is his birthday also." (Points at Bryan) HAHAHA!!!!! Then both of them reaction was epic k! :D

Went home after a long while, we were the last table to leave. Last 3 cars to leave the giant carpark. Reached home at 10.30pm.

Church tmr :)

11:29pm
Day Rating: 7/10

"Broken."

2010-08-25T20:13:00.002+08:00

SICK!

Temperature - 38 degrees Celsius, headache, body ache = Wanna DIE! + SUPERSEH!

8:20pm
Day Rating: 5/10

2010-08-24T22:04:00.001+08:00

Feeling so helpless, ever so hopeless. Someone tell me what to do? Cause I can't be like that forever.

2010-08-23T22:17:00.005+08:00

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move.

Hello world :) Kinda tired right now so I'll try to type at lightning speed :D

So yest was Sunday! Went to church in the morning, woke up late as usual :P But I reached cat class before Uncle Joseph haha! Got no one to chill while waiting to go late for cat class cause Glenn and Gab went fishing!

Class was super boring as usual. Kept waiting for time to pass. Class dismissed. Went to canteen, still no one around :( Sat down and played my handphone game (I don't do it unless I'm bored to tears). Called Eugene and he said he just woke up. Didn't even keep track of time while playing game, got a shock when Jude, Joel and Eugene tapped me on the shoulder haha.

Went for mass, but cause of *DAMN OBVIOUS* reasons, went out instead. Walked around church with J Ng and Eugene, met Gareth on the way around. Talked alot, didn't pay attention to mass at all. Kept talking about NS with Derek cause he got posted to Diver HAHA! Discovered if I went on the road to be a pilot it'd be super fun! :D

Decided to go 805 after mass for lunch after a big discussion HAHA! Ate and went home :) Didn't do much the whole day, rested like mad :)

Today was strange, I dreamt that I woke up late for school and alot of shit happened, but suddenly I felt my shoulder being shaked and woke up realizing it was just a dream! *Phew*

Went sch as usual, lessons were okay, been starting to pay more attention maybe cause the exams are nearing and I really want my 1ST! :( But also learned that I don't know my topics inside out, so i gotta work EXTRA hard!

Went band room to jam for rehearsal for teachers day after school. Started off by playing Bad Romance but ended up doing Don't Stop Believin' By Journey/Glee :D Made sure we perfected everything before letting them go home :P Hope we'll do well during rehearsal tmr !

Reached home at around 4.30pm. Wanted to ask ppl to go throw some frisbee but the sky looked literally black upon reaching home so didn't :( Practiced our Don't Stop Believin' while waiting for dinner to get ready. Helped mum to cook cause the gas man came late :)

Watched Unriddle after revising Science :)

Tmr's tuesday. 4 days to the weekend! :D

10:44pm
Day Rating: 5/10

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.

2010-08-21T22:50:00.004+08:00

I shouldn't love you, but I want to.
I can't look away. I shouldn't see you,
but I can't move. I can't look away.

Hello world :)

Woke up from bed today super tired cause of last night's MW2 :( Went club half awake. To make things worse, weather was bad so couldn't fly. So had a boring day at SFYC :(

Went lunch after that with parents before going back to wash up and head to church for i!Disc Ultimate Frisbee! :D Had a mediocre game today, didn't know why I screwed up the second half of the pick up :(

Went to A Block to wait for the guys to shower finish. Gab and Gareth were exchanging quarrels between a cubicle haha! They went mass after shower, I went home :)

Came back, slacked till now. Waiting for Mark and the rest to come online for MW2 as promised, but maybe I'll skip cause I'm really really tired right now :(

That's all for now :)

10:59pm
Day Rating: 7/10

I really can't help but think of you whenever this song pops up :(

"Because You Live"

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cause of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive
Because you live, I live

Because you live, I live, I live

You mean the world to me.

2010-08-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

One of the most painful experiences in life.

hey world :) playing MW2 with them now, taking a short break from all the shooting :O So tiring! And they keep bullying me!!!!

Anyway, today or rather yesterday was Friday since its past 12 alr haha. Hmm, sch was okay I guess, learned about anger management :) Wanted to stay back to do something but didn't cause of some stuff going on in sch. Went home!

Thought it was gonna be a super boring friday till 5.30 when Kurt messaged for soccer :D Met him at the bus-stop at 6 before heading to upper court. EJ AND LESLIE BLUFF ME!!! THEY SAID THEY DIDN"T WANNA PLAY SOCCER BUT STILL WENT DOWN! >:

Didn't play much cause idk haha! Made Ej run like mad playing monkey haha :P Then he rammed the ball into the cage which had a piece of metal sticking out and the ball burst haha!!! So me, Leslie, Kurt, Ej, Gavin, Tim and Justin went to chill. Ej decided to go jogging at punggol park. Had a less than 30 seconds h2h talk with Leslie HAHA! Was damn random i swear!

Went back after following Kurt to 401. Came home in time to watch "Unriddle" :D

CCA (SYFC) tmr + i!Disc :D:D:D Can't wait to play some awesome frisbee, GOOO i!Disc!!! :D

12:14pm
Day Rating: 5/10

"Really can't figure out what the answer is anymore. Why?"

2010-08-19T22:40:00.002+08:00

If a little boy with no hands can put a smile on his face, why are we pulling a frown over materialistic necessities today?

Touched me somewhat, this picture :) You just feel the warmth from looking at it, the genuine smile. No hypocrisy behind it. Pure joy, nothing but pure joy. "Brethren, count to it all joy, nothing but pure joy, when you face trails of many kinds." This boy really shows us what we should have, and puts us all to shame.

OKAY, so for my day! Well umm, was almost late for sch today, lotsa delaying at home oops! But reached on time :) Chinese was okay. Had oral practice with Abby and Chinese teacher asked him to talk to me more in Chinese cause my cheena is not bad haha! Then she said if i can make him speak well she'll treat me to lunch HAHA! ON! :D

Recess, Art, Science, EL, Maths, DISMISSAL! Went field for soccer for awhile before going home. Wanted to play soccer at upper court badly but Matthew had stuff so didn't in the end :(

Home Sweet Home :) Oh yeah I forgot to say two days back (on Tuesday) The guy whom my mum named me after was on BlogTv ChannelNewsAsia! His name is Bervyn Lee and he's a senior director in the Singapore Sports Council now. COOL! :D

10:58pm
Day Rating: 3/10

"You're everything I'd run away from, but I'd give anything to run to you."

2010-08-18T22:32:00.003+08:00

WTF IS GOING ON?!

Now seriously, wtf is going on? Why does every single thing seem to go haywire? Why is everyone so freaking weird? Why does life seem to take a downturn from here???

My bro just stormed out of the house cause of a lap top charger. (WTF?!) Sch was effed up today. Whats this?!

Seems like I've been there for the world when its at its worst. Now it's me and me, no one else. It's just all alone. Pretty screwed up the world looks now

10:54pm
Day Rating: 0/10

Where's the good people?

2010-08-17T22:36:00.005+08:00

"Hey girl I wanna catch your wave,
hey girl I wanna drift away with you.
Hey girl you've got an undertow,
hey girl, hey girl don't wanna let you go."

Hello! My lap top charger isn't working :( Can't play MW2 with the rest. Maybe God is telling me to sleep early tonight haha! :P

Well school was alright today :) Music in the morning. Didn't really pay attention to Ms Chua cause of the serious heart talk with Sean :S Maths after Music. Confused a lot of stuff but got it in the end :D Chinese was spent talking about the project with the chinese teacher I.C/ English/Chinese speaking teacher. Her's English is just as good as her Chinese :O

Recess was boring cause Steven went Indo embassy for Indonesia National Day so no one brought soccer ball :( Ate and went back class. Lit was boring, felt like sleeping cause of the MW2 last night haha! :P Then English was kinda alright followed by History which was summing of chapters for MYE whie science was dry and confusing as usual, class dismissed at 1:45pm :)

Came home for awhile before going upper court for soccer. Was all sunny before the super loud thunder bang-ed at me and Matthew and we got scared like shit. Went under void deck to chill. Justin came to join us from sch. Talked for awhile before going back :)

P.E tmr! :D Wednesday, half the week is gone. Weekend's on the way. HANG ON!!!!!!

11:20pm
Day Rating: 4/10

I can't help myself I don't want anyone
else, and I keep coming back for more cause
you're just the girl I'm looking for.

2010-08-16T22:40:00.002+08:00

"Grow Your Love :)"

Hello people :) Taking a break from MW2 with Mark Chia and the rest. Eyes damn pain now haha :P Shall blog while resting!

Woke up tired today cause I slept late last night watching the Liverpool Arsenal game which was damn disappointing but exciting football :) eyes kept wanting to close. No assembly today. Home Ec was pure nonsense. Keep getting scolded by teacher, every single one of us. Made cheesy macaroni. SUPER PISSED!

Recess was short due to the dragging of lesson. Science after recess. Those who came back late had to do pumping, Mrs Tan was DAMN PISSED ALSO haha! Lucky i didn't play soccer today if not sure die :P

Lessons went on, sch ended. Went back with Abby. Arranged to go running with Abby and Asyraf but due to the weather we cancelled it :) wanted to sleep but Mark Chia wanted to train me in MW2 so played with him 1 on 1 for awhile :D Then went to relax. Waited for parents to come back before going out for dinner, HUNGRY!!!!

Came back, watched 9pm show "Unriddle" then continued MW2-ing with the rest. Their still playing now btw haha :P

Anyway, tmr's tuesday. Happy Tuesday! :D

11:44pm
Day Rating: 2/10

"Whatever you do, take your sweet sweet time. Cause' I'll be here if you change your mind. So take your sweet sweet time, I'll be here for you baby anytime :)"

2010-08-14T23:31:00.002+08:00

"I'm living on a prayer,
that you'll be happy forever,
hoping for a miracle,
and that you and me won't be over."

Hello people :) I'm blogging while waiting for that damn Modern Warfare 2 to load finish!!!!!! It's stuck at 77.73% now and I want to play with Mark Chia and the rest!!! >:

Anyway, fun day today :) Had a long 9 hour sleep last night, still a bit tired when I woke up but couldn't stop laughing when I heard my dad singing the "Love/Ai" theme song haha! :D

Went down to church for i!Disc Ultimate. Was super awesome today for some reason, got quite a few ppl came down. Then when most of the peeps left, we did some awesome laying out which was damn tiring cause they keep asking me to run up and down the field outside of church (SPRINTING HOR!!!) And Ej kept laughing at Manuel then it was like he was the only one laughing for the first 20 seconds but after that we all laughed like mad. Contagious!!!

Left at bout 5.15 after phone call from mum. Waited outside Mother Mary Shrine with bro for mum and dad to fetch us for dinner. Picked grandparents up before going out to eat. Came back. Watched Tottenham Vs Man City with grandpa. From then till now, I was figuring out how to do the damn modern warfare haha!

Anyw, church tmr! :D

11:56pm
Day Rating: 7/10

"Somehow, nothing's right without you."

2010-08-12T22:42:00.002+08:00

"Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colours
I don't wanna ever love another,
You'll always be my Thunder."

Hey world :) yeap I'm back AGAIN haha. So I'll try to make it quick cause I wanna go to SLEEEEPPP :P

Chinese lesson was okay for the first part where I was super guai sitting right in front and doing my own work :) until towards the end I started to get hyper haha :P Soccer for recess, art after that. Finished up the two assignments. Then Science where we got our test results. Whole class got grilled by Mrs Tan for screwing up the tests :O Lucky I got 72.5% (29/40) 2nd in class with Absalom :)

English after that was super noisy for some reason, everyone hyper I guess haha. Then Maths at the last lesson where I chiong-ed everything like mad. 30 mins of non stop graph drawing :O do until headache :(

Went HP to eat after sch with Yendall, Absalom, Jasper and Steven. Will not mention what happened there :P Played soccer after that for awhile before going home. Reached home exactly the same time as Bro. Had bonding throughout the whole afternoon. Disturbed him like mad :D watched the "Unriddle" at night, once again - DID NOT DISAPPOINT! :D

Fri's tmr. But its Fri the 13, so you all better watch out okay! Especially when its the ........ month! Byeee! :D

11:00pm
Day Rating: 5/10

"Missin' you crazy."

2010-08-11T22:15:00.003+08:00

"Isn't it?"

Wazzzzuuuuupppppppppp!!!!!!! haha hey! :D Today was another holiday for me actually. Cause school was just pure R & R today, and you know that's what 2E1 loves the most ;P

Kena Sabo-ed this morning during assembly to go and get the prize for the Inter-Class Handball for last fri during NDP celebration ): Then we stayed back cause our class only got 42% passes for NAPFA :O But luckily I passed with Silver so yeah don't have to retake. So end up those who need to retake were like 3/4 of the class :O

Then we played Soccer during Mass Workout today. Discovered Miss Leow is scared of the ball haha! :P Then there was one time the ball landed on her feet zun zun then stop then all of us like WHOOOAAAAAA! hahaha Christina Ronaldo! :P

Then had P.E after that, those who failed their NAFPA items had to go and retake. So only left like 15 ppl for P.E then Ms Rashida took us for Javelin which was kinda boring but she let us play soccer after that for awhile so it was alright :) Haha crazy ppl everyday play soccer, if you thought we stopped there, you thought wrong! :D

Had Recess straight after P.E, chiong-ed to drinks stall to buy 100 Plus ( 2 Cans ), drank until full so didn't eat, went to field for 3rd round of Soccer :] Play until super tired then bell rang to go back to class.

Legs were damn jelly during Chinese after recess haha. Couldn't move so had to ask ppl to help me refill water bottle! ;P Then followed by Maths, then English which was the time we gave out the prizes for the Handball thing. Gave out all the tidbits haha......WHICH WE ALL ATE SECRETLY DURING LESSON oops hahaha. Then History teacher didn't come so slacked with the relief teacher before Lit lesson before sch ended :)

Then......RAIN RAIN RAIN!!!! Was nice enough to share my umbrella with Steven haha end up everyone was wet except me :P. Went Hougang Point with Abby for lunch before going back.

Home Mission priest came after dinner. Nice guy :) Spent the whole time talking about PY and his nonsense. The priest sided me :DDD was like a super cool homily where he told us what is wrong and right and we should stand up for the right thing :) Blessed us before leaving. While taking picture he whispered into my ear, "Bervyn, nevermind. Continue your calling at the seminary." HAHAHA! Maybe? :P

Okay, just realised I managed to talk alot today haha! okok shall shut up before you find me annoying. Tata!

10:43pm
Day Rating: 6/10

"Inferiority fills me up to the brim."

2010-08-10T22:00:00.002+08:00

"Love you? Love you not."

Hey :) Woke up with a super irritating headache today >: Went on for about 3 hours! Wanted to take panadol but didn't in the end :{ Woke up at 10am :)

Played game with Matthew online until damn long. Felt like playing soccer so asked him to organise. Made my way down to upper court at 4.30pm. Went Ej's house to get ball but ended up staying there trying out his new electric guitar and Zack's Ibanez. H.E.A.V.E.N!!! :D Tried the starting of Canon Rock In D and was damn fun! Then Justin called and keep chasing us to go down haha.

Went down first. Justin and Tim were alr there. I reached exactly the same time as Ryan haha! So 4 of us 1 team. Alr got a few teams down there when we set the team, and they were all at least 2 years older than me, and all bigger than me :O.

Owned quite a bit today. Scored like 6 or 7 :D Then Matthew came down, followed by Kurt, Glenn and Ej. Total 8ppl. Mission Organize Soccer ACCOMPLISHED!! Kept disturbing Glenn and Kurt, damn fun haha :D

Went back to eat dinner, ate alot cause didn't eat lunch hahaha :P Watched "Don't Forget The Lyrics" Chinese version and they sang "Ju Hua Tai" :D Then followed by the 9 o clock show which was damn nice, lived up to expectations. FUNFACT: Zoe Tay was suppose to play the role of DaBao but she was pregnant so Chen Li Ping had to take over :O!

Anyway, long weekend's over! D: Back to the studying :( Nevermind, less than 3 months to go before the super long hols! And it's a year :O thats damn fast come to think of it haha. Those going school tmr, have a great day in school :}

10:25pm
Day Rating: 6/10

"It's the short hello's and the long goodbye's, it's the shake in my lip from the look in your eyes - makes me wanna die, I've got the worse hangover from you."

Beautiful Sadness...

2010-08-09T22:25:00.002+08:00

"Maybe I was always just gonna be your Guardian Angel, never to be noticed."

Hello people ): Bervyn Goh is feeling down on National Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha well my day goes like this.

Woke up at 6 in the morning, realised my com was un-offed and my music was running non stop throughout the night :O wondered if God was asking me to go for mass by making me wake up *hmm..* pondered for 15 mins in bed before going back to sleep and decided if God made me wake up again before mass I'll go :)

Didn't happen though, haha woke up at 9.30, exactly when the next mass started to gave it a miss. Didn't want to see shiny heads and puppet people giving me the *in your face* look again >:

Went for lunch with mum, dad and grandpa. Went to "The Waterline" condo showroom flat at serangoon to view apartment. Was damn funny cause. The agent was using his pointer/laser and aimed to the whole condo layout at the big wall and he was like, "Okay so here is the North right?(points up) then here is the South, (points down) then we got the East(points LEFT) and the West(points RIGHT).

Then me and dad turned to each other and gave each other the o_0 look HAHAHA :P Then I was like murmuring (loudly) Isn't West on the left??? Then he was damn paiseh then he keep apologising to me. He called me his Assistant after that! Then when we were leaving he said, "Okay so now I know my lesson, East is right and West is Left." HAHAHA was damn funny:D

Then decided to go to Kovan Residence which my parents went for multiple times alr. Short while only to check the prices. Then went back home :) Parents kept discussing which was better and which one to buy if we really gonna shift house :D

Spent the day just doing nothing haha. Watched the NDP, was kinda boring for me. The fireworks were beautiful though :) Watched the 9 o clock show then parents went to sleep. Night Time! Oh and before I forget, Happy Birthday Singapore :)

11:09pm
Day Rating: 5/10

"Just wished you were here with me, so I could see your face once more, and to be able to tell the world, I managed to catch the most beautiful flower, in the most withering of falls."

2010-08-08T22:22:00.002+08:00

Hello! I'm back! haha mm okay since I haven't been posting for awhile and I'm free now so yeah guess I got lotsa stuff to say :D

K so since I can remember would be.......nvm haha i can only remember from fri :P

So friday: went for National Day celebration~ Played Handball for games. We won! :D won every single game. E1 WHOO! :)

Then went for celebration. The Montfort's Got Talent was damn fail...don't want to elaborate haha. Went back after that. Stayed in sch to wait for Matthew to finish his 1 to 1 history remedial before going subway with Arjun and him. Saw a lot of ppl at hougang mall in red. Went back and bro scolded me for nothing >: Mood spoil!!!

Waited for time to pass till 8 before heading down to coffeeshop behind new Montfort to meet with the guys for dinner organised by Leslie B. Haha think he misses us thats why want to meet up haha! :P

Had an awesome dinner. Kept laughing throughout! :D Ej was the joker as usual haha. Took 74, wanted to go Jude's place but was tired so all decided to go home :) Home-ed at 10.15pm

Saturday. Went club. Weather : cat 1 so couldn't fly D: Watched the boring videos again...Hope can fly the following week :D Went home to rest. Went out for family + friends dinner at punggol Sakura. Food was awesome!!!

Went prawning with the kids but we failed damn badly and caught only two prawns in 1 hour with 2 RODS!!! :P haha wasted money man!... Dad sent Auntie Jenny, Abigail and Alicia back first before heading home. Me and Abigail talked damn loudly in the car but everyone else was quiet as if they were eavesdropping haha! Slept within 1 hour of reaching home :)

Mum woke me up late this morning at told me Dad went for soccer match but didn't rush, in fact I took my own sweet time :D Delayed till 9:20am before leaving house haha oops :P Reached cat class at 9:45am. Sat in between Eunice and Christle who were smuggling Jagabee crackers into class to eat and they kept getting caught but still continue haha! Was damn funny !

Went for mass after that. Then 805 to eat. LAN-ed with the guys for awhile before going back. Dropped by NTUC at Hougang Point to help mum and dad carry stuff. Went back to slack like crazy.

Haha okay i summed it all up :D Tmr's National Day. But somehow I'm not that joyous :(

11:00pm
Day Rating: 6/10

"How can this feel so bad when you seem so good for me?"

2010-08-05T22:08:00.002+08:00

"Can't turn back the time"

10:33pm

"When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missin' you" - Avril Lavigne

2010-07-31T23:43:00.001+08:00

"You're the best that ever happened to me, and the world will never take you away"

2010-07-30T22:53:00.003+08:00

简单爱

我想就这样牵着
你的手不放.开
爱可不可以,
简简单单没有伤害?

你靠着我的肩膀,
你在我胸口睡著.

像这样的生活,
我爱你,你爱我.

11:14pm
Day Rating: -

我爱你

2010-07-29T23:03:00.003+08:00

Tell myself to let you go. But deep inside, I'll love you today, far less than tomorrow.

11:07pm
Day Rating: 0/10

Sucks to be me.

2010-07-25T17:21:00.002+08:00

"Suddenly, it's as though the drummer to the beat of my life isn't there anymore."

2010-07-24T23:19:00.002+08:00

Hello :) Just came back from Jonathan's farewell party! He's going army next week so yeah, all the best man!

Woke up at 7 plus this morning, got ready and dad drove me to SYFC for training. Learned how to be a mechanic today! :D Almost kena burn by the super hot engine, juniors all couldn't take off and crashed Mr.Wong's plane :O

Left club and went home. Got message from Ryan for soccer. Went down to uppercourt at 3 and left with Jude at 5.20pm. Went home for dinner then went back to uppercourt to meet Matthew for the surprise party for Jonathan! All hid in his room and he got a super priceless shock when he opened the door HAHA! Me, Ej, Jude, Ryan, Maverick and J Ng went down to church to see the Youth Night party. Ate a bit and went off back to Jonathan's place. Toasted grape juice and wished him all the best before going home back with Jude.

Just got home :) Gonna sleep soon. Church tmr :D

11:39pm
Day Rating: 6/10

"私は本当に私の心とあなたを愛して"

2010-07-23T22:08:00.003+08:00

"Music to my ears"

Hello :) I'm back again haha yes i know its annoying :P

I found my SYF video on youtube today! :D brought me back to my primary school days, SO CAREFREE! Wished I was still in the String Ensemble ):

SCHOOL! was okay. Had quite a fun MFP period today but didn't enjoy the jokes cause I wasn't in the mood. Maths was alright, not hard to understand simultaneous equations :) Ate with Matthew for recess. For the first time, we didn't talk a lot. Just sat there and eat without talking much.

Science and History was relaxed. Stayed in school after dismissal cause of the rain for awhile before going home. Had own Movie Marathon at home till evening. Went over to buy dinner. Came back to watch Avatar :)

ITS THE WEEKEND! :D Got lotsa stuff during these two days! SYFC tmr, mass training in the early evening and maybe going for Youth Night tmr. Sunday - Church + i!Disc Ultimate! :)

10:24pm
Day Rating: 6/10

"给我一分钟专心好好欣赏你的美"

2010-07-22T22:24:00.003+08:00

Hello! :) I'm gonna post cause I'm bored :( really REALLY bored. haha

Okay so today I forgot my umbrella and walked to the bustop which is about 1km away from shelter, in the rain. Took the bus and alighted at the busstop WAY outside school. Walked to the gate, got drenched again. Think I was the most wet at the canteen :D

Went up to class and Mrs Tan told me to go and dry up, as I was walking to the toilet, I met Miss Leow along the corridor and she went, "WHOA!" HAHA! Used the National Anthem + Pledge time to put my head under the hand dryer, but went back to class in time for morning reflection + Prayer! :D

Chinese first, lesson was okay. Recess was quite boring today maybe cause of the rain. Art next, new topic : Futuristic Vehicles. Drew my army tank quite well! :D Science next, did worksheet so no lecture. *PHEW*

EL test, finished it fast. Went for EOY oral examination, passage reading was okay, missed a word or two but didn't stutter. I owned Picture Discussion! :D The picture was a bicycle race with a paralympic racer. I told Mr.James races relate to life! "In life, you gotta finish your races, whether you come in first or not, you finish what you start." :) Whoa, total ownage haha! Hope I scored well!

Played soccer after oral, from 4 ppl become 16 ppl! :O everyone came down to play after oral haha. Went home with Asyraf. Took a 1 hour nap which was heavenly! :D

TMR'S FRIDAY!!!! :D lessons end at 12.35pm, hope we can do something after class :) WEEKEND IS HERE!!!

*Still recovering from the loss at inter house yesterday :(

11:08pm
Day Rating: 5/10

"Today, I finally see, that you really mean the world to me."

2010-07-21T22:11:00.004+08:00

Sadly, in every competition, there are winners and losers. Today, we suffered the route of Holland. Winning all the way, beating the most favourite team to win and reaching the finals only to lose. Bitter much.

Anyway, you win some you lose some. Take things easy, and move on. Steven! CHEER UP! :D

So today, sch was okay. Inter-House Soccer after school. Scored six goals. 4 in the group stages, 1 in the quarter and 1 in the semi. Scores were as follows :

Group Stages:
3 - 0 (W)
3 - 0 (W)
2 - 0 (W)

Quarter Final:
1 - 0 (W)

Semi Final:
1 - 0 (W)

Final:
1 - 1 (L) *on penalties

Went home bitter and tired. But got over it quickly :) Injured my back, can't walk properly now, pray hard it'll heal tmr. Sch starts late so MORE SLEEP! :D 2 DAYS TO THE WEEKEND! :)

10:27pm
Day Rating: 6/10

Do you know you're unlike any other?

2010-07-20T22:10:00.006+08:00

Hello (: I was gonna post last night but didn't cause I fell asleep like totally KO-ed. Left com and lights everything on and woke up in the morning shocked!

So today. Sch ended at 12! Went to watch "Despicable Me" after school at AMK hub. Total 9 of us. Movie was over-rated in my opinion, not much of a story line, just plain comedy. I'd give it a 6/10 at best.

Took a 15 min walk home from Buangkok. Cooked soup today! Mum + Dad both said nice :) Winnie made me a doggy-shaped balloon! Very nice :D Thanks Winnie!!!

INTER - HOUSE SOCCER TMR! :D Excited + Nervous + Scared, pray hard we'll do well! :)

10:26pm
Day Rating: 6/10

Darius decided to appoint a hundred and twenty governors to hold office throughout his empire. In addition, he chose Daniel and two others to supervise the governors and to look after the king' interests.

Daniel soon showed that he could do better work than the other supervisors or the governors. Because he was so outstanding, the king considered putting him in charge of the whole empire. Then the other supervisors and the governors tried to find something wrong with the way Daniel administered the empire, but they couldn't, because Daniel was reliable and did not do anything wrong or dishonest. They said to each other, "We are not going to find anything of which to accuse Daniel unless it is something in connection with his religion."

So they went to see the king and said, "King Darius, may Your Majesty live forever! All of us who administer your empire--the supervisors, the governors, the lieutenant governors, and the other officials--have agreed that Your Majesty should issue an orders that for thirty days no one be permitted to request anything from any god or from any man except from Your Majesty. Anyone who violates this order is to be thrown into a pit filled with lions. So let Your Majesty issue this order and sign it, and it will be in force, a law of the Medes and Persians, which cannot be changed."And so King Darius signed the order. when Daniel learned that the order had been signed, he went home. In an upstairs room of his house there were windows that faced toward Jerusalem. There, just as he had always done, he knelt down at the open windows and prayed to God three times a day.

When Daniel's enemies observed him praying to God, all of them went together to the king to accuse Daniel. The said, "Your Majesty, you singed an order that for the next thirty days anyone who requested anything from any man except you, would be thrown into a pit filed with lions."

The king replied,"Yes, that is a strict order, a law of the Medes and Persians, which cannot be changed."

Then they said to the king, "Daniel, one of the exiles from Judah, does not respect Your Majesty or obey the order you issued. he prays regularly three times a day."

When the king heard this, he was upset and did his best to find some way to rescue Daniel. he kept trying until sunset. Then the men came back to the king and said to him. "Your Majesty knows that according to the laws of the Medes and Persians no order which the king issues can be changed."

So the king gave orders for Daniel to be taken and thrown into the pit filled with lions. He said to Daniel, "May your God, whom you serve so loyally, rescue you." A stone was put over the mouth of the pit, and the king placed his own royal seal and the seal of his noblemen on the stone, so that no one could rescue Daniel.

Then the king returned to the palace and spent a sleepless night, without food or any form of entertainment.

At dawn the king got up and hurried to the pit. When he got there, he called out anxiously, "Daniel, servant of the living God! Was the God you serve so loyally able to save you from the lions?"

Daniel answered, "May Your Majesty live forever! God sent his angel to shut the mouths of the lions so that they would not hurt me. He did this because he knew that I was innocent and because I have not wronged you, Your Majesty."The king was overjoyed and gave orders for Daniel to be pulled up out of the pit. So they pulled him up and saw that he had not been hurt at all, for the trusted God. Then the king gave orders to arrest all the men who had accused Daniel, and he had them thrown, together with their wives and children, into the pit filled with lions. Before they even reached the bottom of the pit, the lions pounced on them and broke all their bones.

Then King Darius wrote to the people of all nations, races, and languages on earth: "Greetings! I command that throughout my empire everyone should fear and respect Daniel's God."

"He is a living God, and he will rule forever. His kingdom will never be destroyed, and his power will never come to an end. He saves and rescues: he performs wonders and miracles in heaven and on earth. He saved Daniel form being killed by the lions."

Daniel prospered during the reign of Darius and the reign of Cyrus the Persian

Friend, can you not draw encouragement and teaching from this man of God?

God has a place for you; He has a work for you. Are you in that place, and are you doing that work?

If not, will you not listen to the still small voice of God's Spirit in your heart? Will you not now listen to His Word and look to the Lord Jesus Christ for salvation?
Repent and obey His divine Word. Now is the time. This is the hour to start.

2010-07-18T21:57:00.002+08:00

I guess theres nothing to comment, since the picture pretty much says it all.

A picture paints a thousand words. God's Love! Do you ever wonder why God does this to you? Why things are like this? Why everything never seems to go your way? Why God shows favouratism when some people are rich and others, poor? Why it is as though the whole world is against you? Well, I've asked myself these questions many times. But at the end of the day, everything He does, is planned and done just simply because he loves us. Full Stop.

Ironic, how the feeling is when you know God loves you, but he's putting you in a difficult position. It's like He loves you, but doesn't. But in fact, He really really does. Sacrifice made for us was greater than anything on this earth. Don't stop believing :)

So yeah today was (is) Sunday! Never fails as favourite day of the week :D

Mum woke me up in the morning through phone call. Told me last minute that Dad couldn't send me to church. Rushed down, cabbed to church. $4.20, not bad la haha. Met Glenn and Gab before going for cat. Cat was very fun today haha! :P

Met Glenn and Gab at the canteen, the rest came. Went for mass, left before the final prayer cos someone keep talking about how handsome he was and all of us needed to go and puke our guts out haha.

Met Isabel, walked her to the bus-stop before going 401 t0 find the rest. Ate, went to Hougang Plaza for a while before going for i!Disc Ultimate Frisbee :) Walked to the field behind Rio Vista and back to church field cos they change venue, Ej was kinda pissed haha! so were Ryan and I.

Had an awesome game! :D Hey guys, join i!Disc, it's fun! haha :) Went home to rest, damn tired.

I'm feeling the Monday blues alr. But nvm, Tuesday got early dismissal at 12! :D Don't feel like going school tmr :( Oh well, till next weekend for the happiness to come back. 5 MORE DAYS!

10:19pm
Day Rating: 9/10

"Maybe it was just never meant to be - you and me."

2010-07-17T23:26:00.003+08:00

How can my heart possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with?" Kelly Clarkson

Hello :) Today was really R&R day :

Went SYFC in the morning. Was super tired, didn't fly today cause the weather was bad. So went theaterette for movies which the seniors watched alr. First was on lightning safety, then watched the US Air Force clip. Watched it more than twice alr so fell asleep throughout the whole thing. Went back at ll plus. Took bus back with Nicholas.

Came home and did relaxed all the way till dinner then went out with family awhile for food then sent bro to SKCC then went home.

Met Glenn and Gab at 8pm, went to play tennis. They bought 5 packets if Oheya Biscuits which were damn nice! HAHA:D Mad us!

So, church + i!Disc tmr! :D:D:D Can't wait for one full day in church :)

12:16am
Day Rating: 6/10

"Let things be despite the pain."

2010-07-16T00:49:00.002+08:00

"Nothing + Music = Everything"
"Everything + No Music = Nothing"

Hello world :) Just came back from concert. Damn tired right now, eyes gonna close any minute!

Well today was a nice Friday :D Sch was alright. No lecture cos the rain was too loud for the teachers to teach so just had to copy notes that's all :)

Cantius and Aloy came over. Left at 4:45pm with both of them. Raced for my bus 74! Took bus all the way down to Clementi, Ngee Ann poly, 45 - 50 mins ride = LONG!

Took awhile to find Ej and Gab in NP at the makan place, but found them eventually. Was a bit weird at first cause I felt very out of place cos I'm not 17 yet haha. Had dinner at NP cafeteria. Looked more like a poly student according to Ej after carrying his laptop :D

Ej went Resort World to watch concert. Me and Gab took bus down to NUS for PHiesta (Pei Hwa Fiesta). Made Dominic and Dennis wait for us :P Went in together. Was just in time for the concert! :D Saw the Band's performances were last on the booklet and went sian with Gab..

Overall it was okay, learned how to appreciate music more. *Sometimes closing your eyes and listening is a lot different from opening them* :)

Concert ended. Me and Gab sat there like idiots! :P Everyone left except us and the performers. We were the only guests seated haha :D Went out to wait for Isabel. Got the transport ticket from her but the buses were full so the cool teacher sent us back in his car cause he was also on his way back. C.O.O.L :D

Took cab from Pei Hwa to Isabel's place, uncle dunno his directions! Sent her home then cabbed back with Gabriel.

SYFC TMR! :( Don't feel like going, really tired, wanna sleep through the morning. Well, I'd better go to bed now. Goodnight! :D (Oops Morning! :P)

1:06am
Day Rating: 9/10

"The story's far from finished, we could fill in all the pages. I'm feeling sick girl, you're just so contagious."

2010-07-15T22:32:00.004+08:00

"Happiness? I'm not 5."

Hello. School today was fun! :) All the lessons were quite relaxed, no tension. Good school day :D Walked with Gideon to the bus-stop after school. Went home straight after school.

Tmr's Friday! Finally! Weekend's here :D Time to R&R. Going concert with Gab tmr evening :) Make tmr great! :D

10:57pm
Day Rating: 5/10

Whose gonna trust you when even your family turns their back on you? So I have friends who smoke, who don't do well in their studies. I come from a bad reputation school. I'm not a scholar like him. What's home when you don't come home happy? All keep saying I smoke I smoke. How many times I gotta say I know how to make choices and decide for myself whats right and wrong? At the end of the day, you still don't trust me. YOU, my buddy, my companion - used to play soccer for Singapore, practice day in day out. And when I come into the picture, soccer to you is just an excuse for me to go and loiter around like some gangster. Could you ever have thought maybe I enjoy it just as much as you? that watching soccer with you every single week was nothing but passion? and I wouldn't have to lie about it? Fuck this shit, it's not worth it..

"You don't know just how bad I miss you right now."

2010-07-14T22:42:00.004+08:00

Today, while talking to my grandfather sitting on the couch, I asked about his grandparents. He gave me a short summarized life of his grandparents, especially his grandma whom he was exceptionally close to. "She passed away on the last day of my O'Levels, holding on to the last day." He said, tears filling his eyes upon saying this. I didn't probe further, but the hurt was definitely there, even when he himself had become my grandparent. So does time really heal all wounds?

Well yeah my day right?

P.E in the morning, rained. Hopes of soccer was dashed until the sky cleared almost instantly. Teacher allowed us to play :D We won again, 2 - 0. I scored the last minute header. New Trainee P.E teacher saw and she complimented me," nice heading! :) " haha I umchio-ed and my friends all gave me the BERVYN????? face haha:P

Did the QSE survey today, finished it quickly. Went to get the 5 a side inter-house soccer tournament form from the office before going home.

Tmr's Thursday! 2 Days to the weekend! :)

11:15pm
Day Rating: 7/10

"Paint my love, It's the picture of a thousand sunsets."

2010-07-13T23:08:00.004+08:00

"Live today to the fullest, for each day is a gift from God."

Matthew 6 : 25 - 34,

"This is why I tell you: do not be worried about the food and drink you need in order to stay alive, or about clothes for your body. After all, isn't life worth more than food? And isn't the body worth more than clothes? Look at the birds: they do not plant seeds, gather a harvest and put it in barns; yet your Father in heaven takes care of them! Aren't you worth much more than birds? Can any of you live a bit longer by worrying about it?

And why worry about clothes? Look how the wild flowers grow: they do not work or make clothes for themselves. But I tell you that not even King Solomon with all his wealth had clothes as beautiful as one of these flowers. It is God who clothes the wild grass-grass that is here today and gone tomorrow, burned up in the oven. Won't he be all the more sure to clothe you? What little faith you have!

So do not start worrying: 'Where will my food come from? or my drink? or my clothes? (These are things the pagans are always concerned about.) Your Father in heaven knows that you need all these things. Instead, be contented above everything else with the Kingdom of God and with what he requires of you, and he will provide you with all these other things. So do not start worrying about tomorrow; it will have enough worries of its own. There is no need to add to the troubles each day brings."

"Don't hope, but don't lose hope." Interpretation? It's open. But well, it's profound somewhat. A teacher told this to a class, and I heard it from one of the students of that class. Someone told me the 2 hopes represent different things. The first hope, "DON'T HOPE" refers to the materialism of the world around us in the present day and age. "DON'T LOSE HOPE"....Never lose track of the little things around us, love. For the materialistic world we live in proves money is needed to survive. No doubt it's essential, but many would agree, money can't buy love. So after all Love > Money > everything else.

Tomorrow, whilst walking to school or on your way back home, slow down the pace. Stop to just look around and see the creations of God which is neglected due to the hustle and bustle of our urban civilisation. The flowers at the side of the road, the grass in the field, the trees along the road, the birds in the sky, the little details we miss out on everyday, 365 days a year.

The sun rising and setting is a miracle. So is waking up each day. True? Yeah, it seems so usual. Think about blinded, they can neither see the sun or everything we normal humans see, yet they have the will to live on, things are really taken for granted. So be thankful, for each day you wake up to, take a stroll instead of a walk to really experience nature.

THANKS GABRIEL!!! :D

11:33pm
Day Rating: 7/10

"Never thought not having you here now would hurt so much."

2010-07-12T22:11:00.004+08:00

Colors bring out the best in life

TODAY? I learned not to misplace my trust. The one person from the one place I never failed to trust, just threw it away today. No wonder they say trust takes years to build but a moment to shatter. Maybe I'm just too nice, trusting people too easily. Well, I'll take it as a lesson learned. I hope you just stop for a second to think if one day I did the same thing to you.

Trust: reliance on another person or entity. Having faith in others and believing them.

This brings me to the bible, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, acknowledge him in all your ways and he will direct your paths." So I guess there's just a limit to the number of people I can trust due to the materialism and hypocritical society we live in. Yes, even in church. Good thing I joined a society with people showing true colors staring in your face instead of hiding them behind a mask. Thanks Jude and Gab :)

Okay! So with that, my day right? :

Well, Spain won their first World Cup. Feel kinda sad for Holland. Imagine winning all the way until the final's where you lose everything in a day for the month you've been working for. Pretty much sums up life in a nutshell. It's just like entering a contest and winning your way through to the finals only to get beaten in the end and lose everything, leaving nothing but a loser in the eyes of others. No one's gonna remember them in time to come. BUT at the end of the day, "WINNER" is just an entity, losers are the true winners :)

Sch was normal today, ended a bit earlier cos Miss Yap had to leave for Oral GCE O Level paper. So released 15 mins earlier. Aloy and Yendall came over.

Went out with Dad again for dinner cos Bro was in sch and Mum was accompanying grandpa for checkup. Bonded again, haha :D

So sch tmr, there's music lesson! :) Good way to start the day, countdown : 4 days to the weekend :D

11:10pm
Day Rating: 4/10

"You've got the lips of an angel."

2010-07-11T21:46:00.002+08:00

Why is it that even in the midst of a crowded city of population 4,839,400 one can still feel alone?

Hello. Just woke up not long ago haha slept for 2 hours cos of the busy day :)

Woke up at 6 this morning and snoozed till 6.30 before getting up and ready-ing for church car wash. Reached church at 7.15. Washed cars (okay obvious haha). Went 401 for breakfast with Eugene, Glenn, Gab and Ej. Went back to church for awhile more before cabbing home with Yendall.

Changed and took bus back to church to attend mass. Mass was boring ): I'm losing the spirituality. Youth Mass will change that i hope :)

Went LAN with the guys, played one match before going down to church for Ultimate Frisbee, was damn hot but it was really fun :D Went back with Jude.

Went for dinner with dad since bro's giving tuition and mum was at work. Talked about the world cup the whole way! haha he can remember every single detail from the 1970's to the present. It's damn amazing! Talked about who will win tonight and stuff. BONDING! :D

Came back, lied on the bed just wanting to rest but fell asleep for 2 hours straight! I'm half awake now just so you know haha :P

World Cup later, may or may not catch it, I want Holland to win, but Spain's got the upper hand if you ask me, most people will agree. We'll see :D

10:47pm
Day Rating: 10/10

Maybe this time.

2010-07-10T23:52:00.003+08:00

"There's no finish line to creativity :)"

Hello C: okay so for my day:

Went SYFC in the morning for training. Flew one solo flight then break-ed for damn long. Went Workshop for briefing and got my rank! :D Promoted! :) Then had bieber briefing then went home. [Guy in charge is Mr.Bieber, NOT KIDDING]

Rested for awhile then changed and dad drove me to Hougang Mrt where to meet Gabriel. Took me awhile to find him:P He was talking DAMN LOUD in the mrt. He called Kurt during the train ride and shouted vulgarities then I was in front of him damn embarrassed! :( and I kept umchio-ing then so paiseh:P

Could have stopped at Clarke Quay and walked to Penin but both of us forgot then took to Dhoby Ghaut and changed line and went to City Hall instead. Met Ej there. Went to get guitar strings and saw the doraemon electric guitar and went *familiar* hahahah :) and I treated the both of them subway cookies! haha I'm damn nice :D

Went back to Hougang. Walked to church. Saw the people at car wash then dad came to pick me up to go for dinner with family at beach road. Dinner was damn nice! :)

Came back, mum and dad went IR to walk walk. Met Glenn to lepak and change guitar strings. He finally taught me how to change so now no need him alr haha :) Talked for awhile, then walked him to the junction outside to take cab. Went back home.

Church tmr! Suuuper tired...Gotta wake up early for car washing and frisbee game in the afternoon. I LOVE JESUS! :D

12:06am
Day Rating: 6/10

"You're like an angel who came by, and took me to heaven"

2010-07-09T22:47:00.005+08:00

"Rainbow :)"

Sometimes when you see a rainbow, it just brings a smile to your face. A kindergarten kid will look at it and run off to tell another friend and so on. "Hey look! It's a rainbow! :D" It's like the God smiling in the sun after the rainfall. literally cause the rainbow is a curve (:

7 colors of the rainbow, 7. A lucky number in heaven or even on earth. Look at Revelations. 7 Seals. 7, a prestigious number in the footballing world. Great number 7s brings you instantly to Christiano Ronaldo and so on...Which brings me back to my point, Rainbow = Perfection in Imperfection.

A friend once told another friend who thought his life was screwed up, with no family and love. "Do you have 3 meals on your table? Do you have pocket money or do you work on your own? Do you have a roof over your head?" 3 Yes'. "Then don't say you don't have love." Speechless...

Yes, so my day right? haha. Well nothing much really. Sch was usual. Came back to rest then went to uppercourt to meet Matthew for soccer. Just two of us. Rushed back cos i was late, ran like mad from bus stop back home. Tiring!!!

So I have YFC tmr. Gotta wake up early. Going to penin with Gab to get guitar strings in the afternoon before going down to church to chill and watch my cat class mates wash cars haha :)

11:27pm
Day Rating: -

"There's no life after you."

2010-07-08T21:56:00.003+08:00

Hello :) GERMANY LOST!!! D: DAMN the stupid octopus was correct. ALL THE PAULS IN THE WORLD ARE IRRITATING! :P

haha but anyway, cheers to Spain who played the game well, good possession, outplayed the Germans definitely! :)

Sch started late, ended a bit early cos Maths teacher got something on :))) ONCE AGAIN, my friends went to crash my place. haha then went to upper court play soccer with Matthew, Justin and Tim. SAW A RAINBOW!!!! :D

Having h2ht with Shayne now, [Bro's JC friend] (: Surprisingly, she's the only one who can talk sense into me, Angel sent from heaven? haha :D

So anyway, tmr's friday! Cool weekend ahead :)

10:10pm
Day Rating: 6/10

"My wish for you is that this life becomes all that you want it, to your dreams stay big, your worries stay small, you never need to carry more than you can hold. And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, yeah this, is my wish..."

God loves you no matter what, he'll be there to pick you up when you're down, just believe, He'll be there, I promise :)

2010-07-07T22:09:00.002+08:00

Hold you thru' forever, won't let you go (:

Hello world! Dead tired cos of P.E today, but it was fun!

Sch was okay today:) For P.E we took height and weight then the teacher let us play free games! went office to take soccer ball then chiong-ed to the field haha! We won 4-0 today :D I scored 2! :) Damn happy hahaha :D

Recess was damn stupid. I drank 3 cans of sparkling H20 again! WITH ICE! and i felt the headache after that ): didn't eat.

Lessons were alright, but I got scolded for nothing twice today D: One when the chinese teacher thought i shouted vulgarities when i shouted for Akil's name! The other when i asking some guy for plaster Miss Chan tell me "Bervyn! One more time you stand up!" damn emo ah after that........hahaha kidding! :P [but felt very wronged!]

A few of them came over my place today. Suppose to have only 2 ppl but end up got 5! haha

So tmr sch starts at 9 and ends at 1.45! :D can sleep late :)

Still contemplating whether or not to catch the game later, I'll be a neutral on this one cos I support Spain but i really like the way Germany play, organized and disciplined football, genius! :D Prediction : Germany 3 : 1 Spain

10:30pm
Day Rating: 6/10

Sick of crying, tired of trying, outside I'm laughing, inside I'm dying

2010-07-06T22:15:00.003+08:00

Shot through the heart, and you're to blame. You give LOVE a bad name.

Hey world :) Slept late last night cos I was busy h2h talking with a church friend. talk until my mouth dry :O *HOPE YOU'LL FIND YOUR WAY :)* so yeah i didn't post. but im back tonight!

SO, school today was alright. Failed as a chairman today, screwed up ALOT of things. Left the key in the music room then caused the class to miss 15 to 20 mins of maths lesson. Lucky Miss Yap wasn't angry :)

On the way to get the key from the learning hub, i realised why i'm so good friends with yendall. When we walked past the band room, we both said "BAAANNND ROOOOM" retarded-ly at the same time! haha damn funny! then while walking down the steps, we tripped on the steps both at the same time, so creepy :O

We saw the YOG music video during music, then i went super high cos i was reminded of NYC ): then i did the actions and everything like one idiot like that, THE WHOLE CLASS STARED AT ME! HAHA

Today during EL, while Aloysius was standing up, Sean passed his report writing assignment to the teacher then she shouted at the top of her voice, "SO SHORT?!!!!!!!!" then the whole class stared at Aloy and started laughing like MAD! then he down there like damn sad hahaha it was damn funny.

Today during free time, had ANOTHER h2h talk with Sean Aw, talked quite a bit. haha was rather interesting :)

Sch ended, went home.

I COOKED SOUP TODAY FOR DINNER! damn nice! hahaha so proud of myself :D

P.E TMR!!! SOCCER! YEAH! BYEE~

10:32pm
Day Rating; 5/10

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up.
I need your loving hands to pick me up.
And every night I miss you I can just look up,
And know the stars are holding you, holding you TONIGHT...

Tell my heart to stop beating
Tell my mind to stop thinking
Throw a stone in the ocean and tell it to stop sinking
Tell the sky not to be so blue
Well, its like telling me not to be in love with you...

2010-07-05T22:07:00.002+08:00

Yeah! God thinks YOU CAN DO IT! :)

Happy Youth Day! :) Today was pig day haha slept till 11am :P total 12 hours! HAHA :) Heard the channel news asia channel from my room and thought it couldn't be my bro cos all he watches is Nickelodeon, SO IT MUST BE AH MA!!!! :D

She cooked macaroni for us! Damn nice :D Then rested for awhile then changed and went down to church. Met Gab, Ej, Gareth, Bernard and Ben (Gareth's brother) at the sacristy. Bernard and Gareth were serving funeral mass. Then all went home, me and Gab went to jam at my cat class room.

Jammed A LOT of failed songs. Only two were successful, Prince Of Peace and Poker Face. I SANG! stupid Gabriel don't want to sing make me sing with my suckish voice ): Jammed and break, jammed and break. Isabel came to meet us. Then rushed home cos I was late for dinner.

Went home, had awesome ah ma's dinner and rested.

Still got undone homework, will do tmr :) Sch starts! Reality check :C Nvm! 5 days to CHURCH!!! :D countdown begins :D

10:28pm
Day Rating: 8/10

Don't seek, don't search, don't ask, don't knock, don't demand - relax. If you relax, it is there. If you relax, God shows you the way.

2010-07-03T23:47:00.003+08:00

hello! just finished watching the Argentina Germany game. Thats football for you. Lesson Learnt...DONT BET ON FOOTBALL!

Mum bought macs for breakfast today! :D was delicious YUMYUM :) Then went out for lunch and played ultimate and table tennis with bro for awhile before heading down to upper court for soccer. Weather - Drizzling.

Reached upper court at 5:35pm. Soccer was suppose to start at 5:30pm. No one was there :( Until bout 5:50pm then they started to come down. Only 6 ppl played excluding Kurt who came late. Me, Ryan, Jude, Ej, Eugene, Anselm. 3 v 3 one basketball court = DAMN TIRING

Me + Jude + Ryan VS Ej + Anselm + Eugene. The 3 youngest vs the 3 oldest! We won! :D Surprisingly I burned everyone like shit today. Maybe it was the red bull haha!

Went back with Jude. Reached home, showered and stuff. Watched soccer with Dad :) Will try to catch the spain game later. TORRES FTW! :D

CHURCH TMR! :D

12:14am
Day Rating: 8/10

2010-07-02T21:39:00.002+08:00

'What I had for recess after a 1 hour soccer match for P.E which ended 8-4"

Hello! I'm back(: haha crazy right? 2 cans of 100 plus and a can of sparkling h2o on tuesday for recess. Was hungry, but more thirsty than hungry!

So WEDNESDAY - School was okay. Highlight? P.E!!! Scored 1 and assisted A LOT! haha so this was the trend of scores:

MyTeam 2 : 0 OtherTeam

MyTeam 2 : 3 OtherTeam

MyTeam 3 : 3 OtherTeam

MyTeam 3 : 4 OtherTeam

My Team 4 : 4 OtherTeam

My Team 8 : 4 OtherTeam :D

Was the most fun P.E for 2 years(and the most tiring!), we used the new goalposts which were damnn white! and played a 1 hour half! Run like shit, but worth it :) Met EJ and Matthew for lunch at the coffeeshop outside MSS. Went home to change and off to EJ's house for mini jamming session and MORE SOCCER! haha think we're mad ppl!

Yesterday had nothing much.

Today! Boring lessons. Good thing, not much homework to do. R&R THE WHOLE WEEKEND! :D
Gabriel came over to chill just now. Wanted to book the pool room but ppl booked online alr but saw the room had no lights on so went to give it a shot. The friendly security uncle let us play cos no one playing. [Maybe cause of the rain?]

Played with Gab and the Uncle! haha so cool, security also can play with us, but the uncle really damn friendly, I LIKE! :D Gab wanted to take 147/74 to church but saw a chick at the other busstop and went to take 112 instead HAHA.

Skipped dinner today. Got no flying club tmr! :) Can sleep like superpiggy! :D

10:02pm
Day Rating: 7/10

"So many fishes in the sea. But no, you're the only fish for me."